"And now," added Mrs. Ferguson, recovering herself, "I'll go and see
that every thing is right; and I'll get my warm tartan shawl for you
to travel in. It is a terrible snowy day still. You'll come down stairs
presently?"
"Yes."
But the instant Mrs. Ferguson was gone Christian locked the door. The
same look, of more than pain--actual fear--crossed her face. She stood
motionless, as if trying to collect herself, and then, with her hands
all shaking, took from her traveling-trunk a sealed packet. For a second
she seemed irresolute, and only a second.
"It must be done--it is right. I ought to have done it before--Good-by
forever."
Good-by to what--or to whom?
All that the fire revealed, as she laid the packet on it, stirring it
down into a red hollow, so that not a flickering fragment should be left
unconsumed, were four letters--only four--written on dainty paper, in a
man's hand, sealed with a man's large heraldic seal. When they were mere
dust, Christian rose.
"It is over now--quite over. In the whole world there is nobody to
believe in--except him. He is very good, and he loves me. I was right to
marry him--yes, quite right."
She repeated this more than once, as if compelling herself to
acknowledge it, and then paused.
Christian was not exactly a religious woman--that is, she had lived
among such utterly irreligious people, that whatever she thought or felt
upon these subjects had to be kept entirely to herself--but she was of
a religious nature. She said her prayers duly, and she had one habit--or
superstition, some might sneeringly call it--that the last thing before
she went on a journey she always opened her Bible; read a verse or two,
and knelt down, if only to say, "God, take care of me, and bring me safe
back again;" petitions that in many a wretched compelled wandering were
not so uncalled for as some might suppose. Before this momentous
journey she did the same; but, instead of a Bible, it happened to be
the children's Prayer-Book which she took up; it opened at the Marriage
Service, which they had been inquisitively conning over; and the first
words which flashed upon Christian's eyes were those which had two hours
ago passed over her deaf ears, and dull, uncomprehending heart-- _"For
this cause shall a man leave his father and his mother, and be joined
unto his wife, and they two shall be one flesh."_
She started, as if only now she began to comprehend the full force of
that awful union--"one flesh" and "till death us do part."
Mrs. Ferguson tried the door, and knocked.
"Dr. Grey is waiting, my dear. You must not keep your husband waiting."
"My husband!" and again, came the wild look, as of a free creature
suddenly caught, tied, and bound. "What have I done? oh what have I
done? Is it _too_ late?"
Ay, it was too late.
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