He trod lightly, but either his step was too welcome to remain
undiscovered, or the children's sleep had been "fox's sleep," for there
arose a great outcry of "Papa, papa!" Oliver leaped up, half laughing,
half screaming, and kicking his little bare legs with glee as his father
took him in his arms; Arthur came running in, clad in the very airiest
costume possible; and Letitia appeared sedately a minute or two
afterwards having stopped to put on her warm scarlet dressing-gown, and
to take off her nightcap--under the most exciting circumstances, Titia
was such an exceedingly "proper" child.
What would the Avonsbridge dons have said--the solitary old fellows in
combination-room--and, above all, what would the ghosts of the gloomy
old monks have said, could they have seen the Master of Saint Bede's,
with all his children round him, hugging him, kissing him, chattering to
him, while he hung over them in an absorption of enjoyment so deep that,
for a moment, Christian was unnoticed? But only for a moment; and he
turned to where she stood, a little aloof, looking on, half sadly, and
yet with beaming, kindly eyes. Her husband caught her hand and drew her
nearer.
"Children, you remember this lady. She was very good to you one day
lately. And now I want you to be very good to her."
"Oh yes," cried Oliver, putting up his mouth at once for a kiss. "I like
her very much. Who is she? What is her name?"
Children ask sometimes the simplest, yet the most terrible of questions.
This one seemed literally impossible to be answered. Dr. Grey tried,
and caught sight of his daughter's face--the mouth pursed into that
hard line which made her so exactly like her mother. Arthur, too, looked
sullen and shy. Nobody spoke but little. Oliver, who, in his innocent,
childish way, pulling Christian's dress, repeated again, "What is your
name? What must Olly call you?"
Whatever she felt, her husband must have felt and known that this was
the critical moment which, once let slip, might take years afterward to
recall. He said, nervously enough, but with a firmness that showed he
must already have well considered the subject,
"Call her mamma."
There was no reply. Christian herself was somewhat startled, but
conscious of a pleasant thrill at the sound of the new name, coming upon
her so suddenly. Strange it was; and ah! how differently it came to her
from the way it comes upon most women--gradually, deliciously, with long
looking forward and tremulous hope and fear--still it was pleasant. The
maternal instinct was so strong that even imaginary motherhood seemed
sweet. She bent forward to embrace the children, with tears in her eyes,
when Letitia said, in a sharp, unchildlike voice,
"People can't have two mammas; and our mamma is buried in the New
Cemetery. Aunts took us there yesterday afternoon."
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