Had the little girl chosen the sharpest arrow in her aunts' quiver--nay,
had she been Miss Gascoigne herself, she could not have shot more keenly
home. For the dart was barbed with truth--literal truth; which, however,
sore it be, people in many difficult circumstances of life are obliged
to face, to recognize, and abide by--to soften and subdue if they
can--but woe betide them if by any cowardly weakness or shortsighted
selfishness, they are tempted to deny it as truth, or to overlook and
make light of it.
Painful as the position was--so painful that Dr. Grey was quite overcome
by it, and maintained a total silence--Christian had yet the sense to
see that it was a position inevitable, because it was true. Bitterly as
the child had spoken--with the bitterness which she had been taught--yet
she had only uttered a fact. In one sense, nobody could have two
mothers; and Christian, almost with contrition, thought of the poor
dead woman whose children were now taught to call another woman by that
sacred name. But the pang passed. Had she known the first Mrs. Grey,
it might not have been so sharp; in any case, here was she herself--Dr.
Grey's wife and the natural guardian of his children. Nothing could
alter that fact. Her lot was cast; her duty was clear before her; she
must accept it and bear it, whatever it might be perhaps, for some
reasons, it was the better for her that it was rather hard.
She looked at her husband, saw how agitated he was, and there seemed to
come into her mind a sort of inspiration.
"My child," she said, trying to draw Letitia toward her, "you say truly.
I am not your own mamma; no one ever could be that to you again; but
I mean to be as like her as I can. I mean to love you and take care of
you; and you will love me too by-and-by. You can always talk to me as
much as ever you like about your own mamma."
"She doesn't remember her one bit," said Arthur, contemptuously.
"Oh, yes I do," cried Letitia. "She was very pretty, and always wore
such beautiful gowns."
Again there was a silence, and then Christian said,
"I think, if the children do not dislike it, that as they always called
Mrs. Grey 'mamma,' they had better call me 'mother.' It is a pleasanter
word than step-mother. And I hope to make myself a real mother to them
before very long."
"I know you will," answered Dr. Grey, in a smothered voice, as he set
down little Oliver, and, kissing the children all round, bade nurse
carry them off to bed once more--nurse, who, standing apart, with her
great black eyes had already taken the measure of the new wife, of the
children's future, and of the chances of her own authority. Not the
smallest portion of this decision originated in the fact that Christian,
wholly preoccupied as she was, quitted it without taking any notice of
her--Phillis--at all.
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