Dr. Grey preceded his wife to a room, which, in the long labyrinth of
apartments, seemed almost a quarter of a mile away. A large fire
burnt on the old-fashioned hearth, and glimmered cheerily on the white
toilet-table, crimson sofa, and bed. It was a room comfortable, elegant,
pleasant, bright, thoroughly "my lady's chamber," and which seemed from
every nook to welcome its new owner with a smile.
"Oh, how pretty!" exclaimed Christian, involuntarily. She was not
luxurious, yet she dearly loved pretty things; the more so, because she
had never possessed them. Even now, though her heart was so moved
and full, she was not insensible to the warmth imparted to it by mere
external pleasantnesses like these.
"I had the room newly furnished. I thought you would like it," said Dr.
Grey.
"I do like it. How very kind you are to me!"
Kind--only kind!
She looked around the room, and there, in one corner, just as if she
had never parted from them, were all the old treasures of her
maidenhood--desk, work-table, chair. She guessed all the secret. Once,
perhaps, she might have burst into tears--heart-warm tears; now she only
sighed.
"Oh, how good you are!"
Her husband kissed her. Passively she took the caress, and again she
sighed. Dr. Grey looked at her earnestly, then spoke in much agitation--
"Christian, tell me truly, were you hurt at what occurred just now? I
mean in the nursery."
"No, not in the least. It was inevitable."
"It was. Many things in life, quite inevitable, have yet to be met and
borne, conquered even, if we can."
"Ay, _if_ we can!"
And Christian looked up wistfully, almost entreatingly, to her husband,
who, she now knew, and trembled at the knowledge, so solemn was the
responsibility it brought, had loved her, and did love her, with a depth
and passion such as a man like him never loves but one woman in all his
life.
"Christian," he began again, with an effort, "I want to say something
to you. Once in my life, when I was almost as young as you are, I made a
great mistake. Therefore I know that mistakes are not irretrievable. God
teaches us sometimes by our very errors, leading us through them into
light and truth. Only we must follow Him, and hold fast to the right,
however difficult it may be. We must not be disheartened: we must leave
the past where it is, and go on to the future; do what we have to do,
and suffer all we have to suffer. We must meet things as they are,
without perplexing ourselves about what they might have been; for, if
we believe in an overruling Providence at all, there can be no such
possibility as 'might have been.'"
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account