But until within a few weeks ago she herself had had no idea of the
kind. She intensely respected him; her gratitude for his fatherly care
and kindness was almost boundless; but marrying him, or marrying at all,
was quite foreign to her thoughts. How things had come about even yet
she could hardly remember or comprehend. All was a perfect dream. It
seemed another person, and not she, who was suddenly changed from Mrs.
Ferguson's poor governess, without a friend or relative in the wide
world, to the wife of the Master of Saint Bede's.
That she could have married, or been thought to have married him, for
aught but his own good and generous self, or that the mastership of
Saint Bede's, his easy income, and his high reputation had any thing to
do with it, never once crossed her imagination. She was so simple; her
forlorn, shut-up, unhappy life had kept her, if wildly romantic, so
intensely, childishly true, that, whatever objections she had to Dr.
Grey's offer, the idea that this could form one of them--that any one
could suspect her--her, Christian Oakley--of marrying for money or for a
home, did not occur to her for an instant. He saw that, this lover, who,
from his many years of seniority, and the experience of a somewhat
hard life, looked right down into the depths of the girl's perplexed,
troubled, passionate, innocent heart, and he was not afraid. Though
she told him quite plainly that she felt for him not love, but only
affection and gratitude, he had simply said, with his own tender smile,
"Never mind--I love you;" and married her.
As she stood in her white dress, white shawl, white bonnet--all as plain
as possible, but still pure bridal white, contrasted strongly with
the glaring colors of that drawing-room over the shop, which Poor Mrs.
Ferguson had done her luckless best to make as fine as possible, her
tall, slender figure, harmonious movements and tones, being only
more noticeable by the presence of that stout, gaudily-dressed, and
loud-speaking woman, most people would have said that, though he had
married a governess, a solitary, unprotected woman, with neither kith
nor kin to give her dignity, earning her own bread by her own honest
labor, the master of Saint Bede's was not exactly a man to be pitied.
He rose, and having silently shown the paper to Christian, enclosed it
in an envelope, and gave it to Mr. Ferguson.
"Will you take the trouble of forwarding this to 'The Times,' the latest
of all your many kindnesses?" said he, with that manner, innately a
gentleman's, which makes the acknowledging of a favor appear like the
conferring of one.
Worthy James Ferguson took it as such; but he was a person of deeds,
not words; and he never could quite overcome the awe with which, as an
Avonsbridge person, he, the jeweler of High Street, regarded the master
of St. Bede's.
Meanwhile the snow, which had been falling all day, fell thicker and
thicker, so that the hazy light of the drawing-room darkened into
absolute gloom.
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