"Don't you think the children should be here?" said Mrs. Ferguson,
pausing in her assiduous administration of cake and wine. "That is--I'm
sure I beg your pardon, master--if they are really coming."
"I desired my sisters to send them without fail," quietly replied the
master.
But another half hour dragged heavily on; the bridegroom's carriage,
which was to take them across country to a quiet railway station,
already stood at the door, when another carriage was heard to drive up
to it.
"There they are!" cried Mrs. Ferguson; and the bride, who had been
sitting beside her on the sofa, passive, silent, all but motionless,
started a little.
"Oh, I'm so glad!" she said, in the first natural tone that had been
heard in her voice all day. "I did so want to see the children."
Dr. Grey went out of the room at once, and Mrs. Ferguson had the
good sense to follow, taking her husband with her. "For," as she said
afterward, "the first sight of three stepchildren, and she, poor dear,
such a mere girl, must be a very unpleasant thing." For her part, she
was thankful that when she married James Ferguson he was a bachelor,
with not a soul belonging to him except an old aunt. She wouldn't like
to be in poor Mrs. Grey's shoes--"dear me, no!"--with those two old
ladies who have lived at the Lodge ever since the first Mrs. Grey died.
She wondered how on earth Miss Oakley would manage them. And upon James
Ferguson's suggesting "in the same way as she managed every body," his
wife soundly berated him for saying such a silly thing, though he had,
with the usual acuteness of silent people, said a wiser thing than he
was aware of.
Meantime Christian was left alone, for the first time that day, and
many days; for solitude was a blessing not easy to get in the Ferguson's
large, bustling family. Perhaps she did not seek it--perhaps she dared
not. Anyhow, during the month that had been occupied with her marriage
preparations, she had scarcely been ten minutes alone, not even at
night, for two children shared her room--the loving little things whom
she had taught for two years, first as daily, and then as resident
governess, and to whom she had persisted in giving lessons till the
last.
She stood with the same fixed composedness--not composure--of manner;
the quietness of a person who, having certain things to go through,
goes through them in a sort of dream, almost without recognizing her
own identity. Women, more than men, are subject to this strange,
somnambulistic, mental condition, the result of strong emotion, in which
they both do and endure to an extent that men would never think of or
find possible.
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