They suffered her to touch a little hand of each, passively rather than
unwillingly, and let it go. For a minute or so the boy and girl stood
opposite her, holding fast by one another, and staring with all their
eyes; but they said nothing more, being apparently very "good" children,
that is, children brought up under the old-fashioned rules, which are
indicated in the celebrated rhyme,
_"Come when you're called,
Do as you're bid:
Shut the door after you,
And you'll never be chid."_
Therefore, on being told to sit down, they gravely took their places on
the sofa, and continued to stare.
The father and bridegroom looked on, silent as they. What could he
say or do? It was the natural and necessary opening up of that vexed
question--second marriages, concerning which moralists, sentimentalists,
and practical people argue forever, and never come to any conclusion.
Of course not, because each separate case should decide itself. The only
universal rule or law, if there be one, is that which applies equally to
the love before marriage; that as to a complete, mutual first love, any
after love is neither likely, necessary, nor desirable; so, to anyone
who has known a perfect first marriage--the whole satisfaction of every
requirement of heart and soul and human affection--unto such, a
second marriage, like a second love, would be neither right nor wrong,
advisable nor unadvisable, but simply impossible.
What could he do--the father who had just given his children a
new mother, they being old enough not only to understand this, but
previously taught; as most people are so fatally ready to teach
children, the usual doctrine about step-mothers, and also quite ready to
rebel against the same?
The step-mother likewise, what could she do, even had she recognized and
felt all that the children's behavior implied?
Alas! (I say "alas!" for this was as sad a thing as the other) she did
not recognize it. She scarcely noticed it at all. In her countenance was
no annoyance--no sharp pain, that even in that first bridal hour she
was not first and sole, as every woman may righteously wish to be. There
came to her no sting of regret, scarcely unnatural, to watch another
woman's children already taking the first and best of that fatherly love
which it would be such exquisite joy to see lavished upon her own. Alas!
poor Christian! all these things passed over her as the wind passes over
a bare February tree, stirring no emotions, for there were none to stir.
Her predominating feeling was a vague sense of relief in the presence of
the children, and of delight in the exceeding beauty of the youngest.
"This is Oliver. I remember you told me his name. Will he come to me?
children generally do," said she in a shy sort of way, but still holding
out her arms. In her face and manner was that inexplicable motherliness
which some girls have even while nursing their dolls --some never; ay,
though they may boast of a houseful of children--never!
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