When Mrs. Ferguson, re-entering, ready with any amount of sympathy,
found the young step-mother kissing her hand to the retreating carriage
with a composed smile, which asked no condolence, and offered no
confidences, the good lady was, to say the least, surprised. "But,"
as she afterward confessed to at least two dozen of her most intimate
friends, "there always was something so odd, so different from most
young ladies about Miss. Oakley." However, to the young lady herself
she said nothing, except suggesting, rather meekly, that it was time to
change her dress.
"And just once more let me beg you to take my shawl--my very
best--instead of your own, which you have had a year and a half. Ah!"
sighing, "if you had only spent more money on your wedding clothes!"
"How could I?" said Christian, and stopped, seeing Dr. Grey enter. This
was the one point on which she had resisted him. She could not accept
her trousseau from her husband's generosity. It had been the last
struggle of that fierce, poverty-nurtured independence, which nothing
short of perfect love could have extinguished into happy humility, and
she had held to her point resolute and hard; so much so, that when,
with a quiet dignity peculiarly his own, Dr. Grey had yielded, she had
afterward almost felt ashamed. And even now a slight blush came in her
cheek when she heard him say cheerfully,
"Do not trouble her, Mrs. Ferguson, about her shawl. You know I have
taken her--that is, we have taken one another 'for better, for worse,'
and it is little matter what sort of clothes she wears."
Christian, as she passed him, gave her husband a grateful look.
Grateful, alas! Love does not understand, or even recognize, gratitude.
But when the door closed after her, Dr. Grey's eyes rested on it like
those of one who misses a light.
He sat down covering his mouth--his firmly-set but excessively sensitive
month with his hand, an attitude which was one of his peculiarities; for
he had many, which the world excused because of his learning, and his
friends--well, because of himself.
If ever there was a man who without the slightest obtrusiveness, or
self-assertion of any kind, had unlimited influence over those about
him, it was Arnold Grey. Throughout a life spent entirely within the
college walls, he had, from freshman to fellow, from thence to tutor,
and so on to the early dignity of mastership, the most extraordinary
faculty of making people do whatsoever he liked---ay, and enjoy the
doing of it. Friends, acquaintances, undergraduates, even down to
children and servants, all did, more or less, sooner or later, the good
pleasure of Dr. Grey. Perhaps the secret of this was that his "pleasure"
was never merely his own. None wield such absolute power over others as
those who think little about themselves.
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