To return to the straight line of history. My guardian came home rather
late that evening, and some hours after the hasty exit of Mrs. and
Master Daldy. While I was waiting in some uneasiness, it struck me that
he had kept out of the way on purpose, lest he should seem too anxious
about the plot. Mrs. Daldy, as I found afterwards, had written to him
from the inn, describing my "frenzied violence, and foaming Satanic
fury"--perhaps I turned pale, no more--and announcing her intention to
remain at Malvern, until she should be apprised whether uncle or niece
were the master. In the latter case she demanded--not that she cared
for mammon, but as a humble means for the advancement of the
Kingdom--the sum of 300*l.*; that being the lowest salary conscience
allowed her to specify for treading the furnace of affliction, to save
the lost sheep of the house of Israel. I forgot to say that, before she
left the house, she had tried to obtain an interview with my mother,
hoping, no doubt, to leave her in the cataleptic state. But this had
been sternly prevented by Thomas Kenwood, who performed quite a labour
of love in ministering the expulsion. All the servants hated her as a
canting sneak and a spy.
That night when I received Mr. Edgar Vaughan’s short missive--"Clara, I
wish to see you immediately in my study," my heart began to flutter
provokingly, and the long speech I had prepared flew away in shreds of
rhetoric. Not that I meant for an instant to bate one tittle of what I
had done and would do: but I had never asserted my rights as yet in
direct opposition to him, nor taken upon my own shoulders the
guardianship of myself. But the dreary years of dark preparation and
silent welding of character had braced a sensitive, nervous nature with
some little self-reliance.
With all the indifference I could muster, I entered the gloomy room, and
found him leaning upon the high desk where he kept the accounts of his
stewardship. The position was chosen well. It served at once to remind
me of his official relation, and to appeal to the feelings as betokening
an onerous wardship. Of late his health had been failing him, and after
every long absence from home, he returned more jaded and melancholy.
Now a few silver hairs--no more than a wife would have quickly pulled
out--were glistening among his black locks; but though he was weary and
lonesome, he seemed to want none to love him, and his face wore the
wonted sarcastic and travelled look.
As our glances met, we both saw that the issue was joined which should
settle for life the mastery. He began in a light and jocund manner, as
if I were quite a small thing.
"Well done, Miss Clara, you _are_ asserting yourself. Why, you have
dismissed our visitors with very scant ceremony."
"To be sure I have; and will again, if they dare to come back."
"And don’t you think that you might have consulted your mother or me?’
"Most likely I should have done so, in an ordinary case."
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