Darling Lily, my blood runs cold, even with your beauty in my arms, to
hear you talk of murder so. Own pet, I shall change you. You heaven
meant for love, and softness, and delight: human devilry has tainted
even you. It was not an easy task to change her. Of all human passions
revenge is far the strongest. Clara, how your eyes flash. You ought to
have been a Corsican. It was not an easy task; but love loves
difficulties. In my ten short days of delicious wretchedness, almost I
taught Fiordalisa to despise revenge. And what do you think availed me
most? Not the Bible. No, her mind and soul were swathed by Popery in
the rags of too many saints. What helped me most, and the only thing
that helped me at all, except caresses, was the broad and free expanse
of the ever changing sea. Her nature was all poetry, her throbbing
breast an Idyl. Upon my little quarter-deck I had a cushioned niche for
her, and there we sat and steered ourselves while the sailors slept
below. Alone upon the crystal world, pledged for life or death
together, drinking deepest draughts of passion and thirsting still for
more, what cared we for petty hatreds, we whose all in all was love?
How she listened as I spoke, how her large eyes grew enlarged.
At last those eyes, pure wells of love, were troubled with hot tears.
The fatal day was come. Tokens we had interchanged, myriad vows, and
countless pledges, which even love could scarce remember. With all the
passion of her race, and all the fervour of the clime, she bared her
beautiful round arm, the part that lay most near the heart and touched
it with the keen stiletto, then she threw her breast on mine, and I laid
the crimsoned ivory on my lips. How the devil--excuse me, Clara--how
the devil I got away, only phlegmatic Englishmen can tell. No Frenchman,
or Italian, would have left that heavenly darling so. We put it off to
the last moment, till it was quite dangerous to pass the rocky jaws. As
my bad luck would have it, there was a purpling sunset breeze. My own
love on the furthest point, her white feet in the water, growing smaller
and smaller yet, and standing upon tiptoe to be seen for another yard;
my own darling love of ages, she loosed her black hair down her snowy
vest, for me to know her from the rocks behind; then she waved and waved
her sweet palm hat, fragrant of my Lily,--I had kissed every single inch
of it,--until she thought I could not see her; and then, as my telescope
showed me, back she fell upon a ledge of rocks, and I could see or fancy
her delicious bosom heaving to the fury of her tears. We glided past
the cavern mouth, and the silver beach beyond it, whence we had often
watched the sunset; and then a beetling crag took from me the last view
of Lily.
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