However long the schoolboy may have bled from some big coward’s
bullying, or the sway of the rustling birch and the bosky thrill that
follows, however sore he may have wept while hung head-downwards through
the midnight hours, with a tallow candle between his teeth, or in the
pang of nouns heteroclite and brachycatalectic dinners; yet despite
these minor ills, his fond heart turns through after life to the scene
of foot-ball and I-spy, to the days when he could jump or eat any mortal
thing. And so it is with bygone love. Even the times of separation or
of bitter quarrel, the aching heart whereon the keepsake lies, the
spasms of jealousy, the tenterhooks of doubt; remembrance looks upon
them all as treasures of a golden age.
Over the darkening sea, we bore away for Sardinia. Hours and hours, I
gazed upon the cushions, where my own pet darling used to lean and love
me. To me they were fairer than all the stars, or the phosphorescent
sea. From time to time our Corsican pilot kept himself awake, by
chanting to strangely mournful airs some of the voceros or dirges, the
burden of many ages in that lamenting land. Fit home for Rachel, Niobe,
or Cassandra, where half a million gallant beings, twice the number of
the present population, have fallen victims to the blood-revenge. So
Corsican historians tell; a thousand violent deaths each year, for the
last five centuries. Sometimes the avenger waits for half a lifetime,
lurking till his moment comes. Before his victim has ceased to quiver,
or the shot to ring down the rocky pass, he is off for the bush or the
mountains, and leads thenceforth a bandit’s life.
They tell me, Clara, that things are better now, and this black stain on
a chivalrous race is being purged by Christian civilization. Be it as
it may, I love the island of my Lily still; and hope, please God, to see
it once more, before I go to her.
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