French fiction -- Translations into English; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
"Listen," she said, suddenly: "I am without bread and without a shelter.
You are young; you cannot conceive the extent of our perpetual distress,
even amid luxury and gayety. The street is our sole domicile; elsewhere
we are not at home. We are shown the door and we depart. Do you wish me
to depart? You have the right to drive me away, and I the resource of
going to sleep under some bridge."
"I do not wish to drive you away. I tell you only that you have
ill-chosen your refuge. You can never accustom yourself to my sadness
and want."
"Chosen! Ah! you think that we are permitted to choose! You may not
believe it, but I came here because I knew not where else to go. I
climbed the stairs furtively to pass the night upon a step. I leaned
against your door, and then it was that I thought of you. You have only
hard bread; I have not eaten anything since yesterday, and my smile is
so faint that it will not bring me a meal to-morrow. You see that I can
remain. I had just as well die here as in the street--besides, it is
less cold."
"No; look further; you will find some one richer and gayer than I. Later
you will thank me for not having received you."
Laurence arose. Her countenance had assumed an indescribable expression
of bitterness and irony. Her look was not supplicating: it was insolent
and cynical. She crossed her arms and stared me in the face.
"Come," said she, "be frank: you do not want me. I am too ugly, too
miserable. I displease you, and you wish to get rid of me. You have no
money, and yet you want a pretty sweetheart. I was a fool not to think
of that. I ought to have said to myself that I was not worth even the
attention of poverty and that I must descend a round of the ladder. I am
thirsty, but I can drink from the gutters; I am hungry, but theft,
perhaps, will afford me nourishment. I thank you for your advice."
She gathered her dress about her and walked towards the door.
"Do you know," hissed she, "that we wretches are better than you honest
folks?"
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