French fiction -- Translations into English; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
When Marie reached fourteen, an old woman, who had no right whatever to
her, sold her. She allowed herself to be bought; she almost offered
herself for sale, as she had offered her bouquets of violets. She still
had rosy cheeks, and her laughter rang out gayly. She now had silk
dresses and jewels; she accepted the silk and the gold as she would have
accepted playthings, tearing, wasting everything. But Marie lived thus,
because she did not know that one could live in any other way; she could
not appreciate the value of luxury, and would have accepted with
indifference either a hovel or a hôtel. It pleased her to live in
idleness, to look at the walls; suffering, which had already bent her,
made her love repose, a sort of vague reverie, on coming out of which
she seemed uneasy and agitated. When one interrogated her, asking her
what she had seen, she responded in a bewildered tone: "I do not know!"
She lived thus for nearly a year, running about among the furnished
lodging houses, sometimes living in one, sometimes in another, without
losing anything of her serenity. As I showed some surprise and could not
vanquish all the disgust with which such an existence filled me, she was
greatly amazed and did not in the least understand my feelings.
One evening, poverty returned to her, and Marie was on her way back to
the garret at the Fontainebleau gate, when she met Jacques. She told me
of this meeting in a voice which I shall never forget, with a stony look
in her eyes and noisy laughter upon her lips. It was she who spoke to
Jacques, asking him for his arm because it was dark and the pavement was
slippery. She had no other thought than to obtain his aid for the
moment. Jacques questioned her, drew her story from her and took pity on
her. He offered her a shelter more suitable for her than that to which
she was going, and took her to the house in which he lived. She made no
objection, maintaining her usual calmness. She would not, perhaps, have
asked any one for a bed, for she had thought only of the straw in the
garret at the Fontainebleau gate, but she accepted the feathers and
white sheets, which had fallen from the sky, without either joy or
repugnance. From that time, she had lived as much as possible on the
sofa.
I can easily imagine that Jacques thought he had made a good
acquisition, in offering his protection to Marie. She was in every way
suited to become his companion. She was of a weak and calm nature, and
would not trouble him in his indifference; she was a careless girl of
whom he could easily disembarrass himself, a woman charming in her
pallor, who had all the grace of youth without having either its
caprices or its inconsistency. Besides, Marie, though sometimes
suffering, has her days of life and gayety; she is not yet nailed to a
mattress, and, when she laughs in the sunshine, among her flaxen curls,
she glows with enough beauty to make Jacques himself dream.
It pleases me, brothers, to talk to you of Jacques and Marie.
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