“I am, of course,” said I, “but, you see that kind of happiness was not
for us; so now, Belette, there is no use in self-reproaches, or regrets
either. It would have been all the same by this time, whatever we had
done; we are at the end of our string now, you know, and love or no
love, it is all past like a tale that is told.”
“Liar!” said she, and I felt that she spoke the truth, even as I looked
at her.
I kissed her once more, and left her; she leaned against the door-post
looking after me, under the great spreading branches of the walnut
tree, but I did not turn my head till I got round the corner, where
I was sure that I could not see her; then I stopped to take breath a
minute, and enjoy the scent of the honeysuckle. Down in the meadows I
could see the white oxen still grazing as I left the path and took a
short cut up the hillside and through the vines, until I got into the
wood, where I turned aside for a moment. This was not the shortest
way to continue my journey, but, there I stood for as much as half an
hour, leaning against the trunk of a big oak tree, with my eyes fixed
on vacancy, thinking, thinking. I could see the last red reflections
of the western sky die out on the fresh vine leaves, which shone as if
varnished, and hear the first faint note of a nightingale singing. I
remembered an evening when my love and I were climbing side by side,
up the steep vineyard, laughing and talking as we went, vigorous as
the young life around us; but in the midst of our mirth, suddenly we
fell silent, my hand closed on hers and there we stood motionless.
Was it the sound of the Angelus, the evening breeze sighing about us,
or the soft moonlight? From the shadowy vine leaves all at once arose
the voice of a nightingale singing to keep himself awake, so that the
treacherous tendrils might not twine about his poor little feet, and
hold him prisoner, singing his eternal love-song; and I held Belette’s
hand, saying: “The tendrils are around us, and like them we cling to
each other.”
Then we went back down the hill again, still hand in hand, till we
reached her cottage.
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