That was the last time that our fingers clung thus together, but the
nightingale’s note still sounds, the vine puts forth its branches, and
love still twists young hearts in its supple tendrils. Night came on,
as I stood there, gazing up at the silvered treetops. I could not tear
myself away from that magic shadow which dimmed my homeward path, and
even destroyed the wish to find it. Three times I tried, but found
myself back where I started, so I gave it up, and took a lodging for
that night at the sign of the Moonbeam. It was not a very good inn to
sleep in: I lay there turning over the pages of my life, thinking of
what I had done and left undone, and of the dreams from which I had
awakened. In such dark hours what sadness rises from the depths of our
hearts, what vanished hopes!--How far off seem the bright visions of
early boyhood, and how poor and bare the reality looks. I thought of
all my expectations, and the small results of my labors; of my wife,
who certainly cannot be called either good-natured or good-looking,
of my sons who hardly seem to belong to me, with whom I have nothing
in common:--of the faithlessness and folly of those around us, of our
poor France torn by civil wars and religious persecutions; of my works
of art scattered, life itself a handful of ashes, soon to be blown
away by the breath of the Destroyer.--I put my face close up against
the oak tree, and lay there weeping quietly all among the big roots
which cradled me like a father’s arms; and I felt that he listened,
and consoled me, for when, many hours later, I awoke, I found myself
snoring with my nose in a tuft of moss, with nothing remaining of my
troubles but a sore feeling in my heart, and a slight cramp in the calf
of my leg.
The sun was just rising, and the tree above me was so full of birds
that it dripped with their singing like a ripe bunch of grapes. The
robin, the linnet, and my special favorite, the thrush, sang as if
to bursting.--I like Master Thrush because he does not care for any
weather, is the first to begin singing, and the last to stop, and like
me, is always in a good humor.--They had all passed safely through
the dangers of the night, which darkens their little lives every
twenty-four hours, but as soon as the curtain begins to rise, and the
first ray of dawn puts fresh color into life--Twee-ee, twee, twee,
twee, tweet! with what sweet cries and transports of joy they greet the
new day. In the glory of the morning all is forgotten, the dark night,
the cold and the terrors. If only the birds could teach us the secret
of their unalterable faith, through which they are born afresh with
every dawning day!
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