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He sat there a few moments longer, then ejected the topic from his mind
altogether, and for distraction moved across to the window. The superb
and luminous afternoon was already near its close, and the tide of clear
shadow was creeping up the terrace. Below, the lake reflecting the sky
was a mirror of steely blue: beyond, the plain was dim with the mists
rising from its intersecting dykes. Its further edge and the line of the
sea which bounded it had vanished altogether, for a sea fog hung over
the Channel and was slowly drifting inland. Towards sunset in the chill
of evening following on warm days like this, it often spread right
across the plain, opaque and impenetrable, covering it completely, and,
like a sea, lapped round the lower edges of the higher ground, turning
its contours into bays and headlands. The hill of Rye rose above it like
an island, and the tops of any tall trees in the plain would float like
derelicts on its surface, but it submerged the featureless flat beyond,
and till it dispersed again, with a rising wind or the warmth of dawn,
it was bewildering and blinding, and a man caught by it unawares, where
there was no path to guide him, might lose his bearings altogether, and
wander half the night in aimless circles over pastures perfectly
familiar to him. To-night, reinforced by the moisture rising from the
dykes, the dense mist spread very rapidly and, even as Colin watched,
the whole plain vanished before his eyes. From the sea, the foghorns
were already hooting with hollow, long-drawn wails.
Colin turned from the window: the luminous west had grown pale, and this
march of the shadows and the mists was rather a dreary spectacle. But
within it was scarcely better. Two days ago at this time the house had
been seething with life and the fancy-dress ball was yet to come. Then
yesterday morning the guests had all gone, but there was still Dennis
here, and what a festival they had made of his last day! Then had come
that midnight catastrophe, of which the sequel had been the scene which
he had just gone through, and the departure of Douglas: that was over,
and there was no object to be served by brooding upon it. But above all
it was the absence of Dennis that contributed to this mood of slack
purposelessness, which was so unusual with him. Only this morning, as he
trudged up the slope with the boy for the silly rabbit-shooting, he had,
taking himself unawares, fancied that he could be content to expunge all
that had given the zest and alacrity to life, and browse here
animal-like, so long as he was at Stanier and Stanier was his. Here he
was at Stanier, but for some reason mists, chilly and obliterating, had
crept up round it, penetrating everywhere. Surely they had come before
they were due?--it was not evening with him yet, but broad noon, and
many years must pass before for him the sun set, and the frost of death
came on him, and Dennis plucked the reins from his nerveless hands.
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