England -- Fiction; Gay men -- Fiction; Italy -- Fiction; Paranormal fiction
Colin opened the door quietly, and saw the room was light, and there was
Dennis sitting up in bed. His face was bright with the unexpected
surprise: and he stretched out his arms. There was something appealing
and timid in the gesture.
“Oh, Father, how ripping!” he said.
Colin was helpless in the grip of that welcome. He tried to frame his
tongue to some chilling reprimand, but none came.
“Dennis! Not asleep yet? And your light on? What does it mean?” he
asked.
The boy broke out into a little bubble of a laugh.
“Why, I always keep it on till I hear you go to your room,” he said.
“Why?” asked Colin.
“Of course on the chance that you’d come in, as you always used to do. I
knew you would sometime. Jolly glad I kept it on. Oh, come and sit
down.”
Against his will and his purpose Colin came up to the bed. Dennis
wriggled aside to make room for him, and put up his knees for him to
lean against.
“I can’t stop,” said Colin, sitting down. “It’s fearfully late and
you’re a villain for being awake.”
“All right: I’m a villain,” said Dennis.
“And you wait for me every night?” asked Colin.
Dennis nodded. Just then he could not trust himself to speak, but his
shining eyes spoke for him.
“What shall we talk about,” asked Colin, “just for a minute?”
“Oh anything: it doesn’t matter a bit, as long as it’s you.”
At that moment Colin was happy. But he had hardly realized that, before,
just as he had heard the night-wind coming up and whispering in the
trees by the lake, he knew that there was approaching the blast of hate
and evil which he had tried to conjure up in the chapel. He leant
towards Dennis, put his arm round his neck and kissed him.
“Good night, old boy,” he said. “I won’t stop now. Sleep well.”
“Ever so well,” said Dennis.
Colin clicked out the light, and went to his room. Already his brain
seethed with images of evil, vivid and alluring, and fierce at this
treason of his. They swarmed like a loyal garrison to that breach in his
defences where Dennis had stood, and drove him off. They urged Colin to
pursue, to go back to the boy’s room, to let loose on him their assault,
to defile and desecrate his innocence, to show him the ecstasy of evil,
the charm of cruelty. What matter if panic or horror made nightmare
round him? He would wake from them with new currents coursing in his
veins, new desires stinging him to their fulfilment. Where was the good
of his being heir to the legend if he did not enter into his birthright?
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