England -- Fiction; Gay men -- Fiction; Italy -- Fiction; Paranormal fiction
There was a short description of how, on the coming of age of his two
sons, they each chose to be associated with the bargain he had made in
the shepherd’s hut, and indeed, from the few details given about their
characters and their escapades, the choice could not have been a matter
of much difficulty to these young gentlemen. The younger, in especial,
attached to the Court of his Majesty King James, seemed to have been as
perfect and appalling a young rogue as even his father could have
wished. Then there followed the entry that to-day was the author’s
sixty-ninth birthday, and, thanks to the ever-constant goodness of his
Lord and Benefactor, his health and strength were still unabated, and
the pleasures of his youth still his. He blessed the day, now fifty-one
years ago, when he had chosen so wisely and well, as the parchment, now
preserved in his strong-room, testified, “How would I rejoice,” he
wrote, “to build some shrine in honour of my Lord, where I would worship
him who has wrought so great benefits upon me, some sanctuary, where I
might worthily adore him”--and then suddenly in the middle of a sentence
the Memoirs came to an end.
Colin put down the last sheet of the manuscript, and leaned back in his
chair. He felt as if, Narcissus-like, he had all the morning been
regarding himself as shewn in this Elizabethan mirror of his ancestor’s
confessions. It was his own spirit so undeviatingly reflected there, and
the contemplation of it was an act of self-recognition. All that he had
read was a three hundred year old portrait of himself, even as he might
have sat for the great picture in the hall, into the frame of which was
now inserted the signed parchment of the bargain. Whatever was the
literal and the material truth about that (his ancestor, clearly, who
might be expected to know, confirmed it) there could be none about its
spiritual authenticity. No-one who had seen the Memoirs could possibly
have any doubt about that, and Colin knew that he, like most others of
his race, eagerly associated himself with the bargain. He knew, too,
that his choice was solid and real and no fantastic imagining; there was
God on one side, there was Satan on the other. He had rejected God, and,
not only for the benefits attached, but because he preferred evil to
good, he had chosen Satan. Hate and evil were dear to him, he had no use
for love.
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