England -- Fiction; Gay men -- Fiction; Italy -- Fiction; Paranormal fiction
He saw the fire begin to leap in her eyes, and he did not want it to
burst out yet. There must be some greater abasement for her than his
mere solitary derision, if he let her now say what was trembling on her
lips, or if under the impulse she could barely resist she clasped and
clung to him. That fire must be damped down for the present: the core of
it would only grow the hotter for that.... He laughed and went on
without pause.
“What dreadful positions I put you in,” he said. “You are almost bound
to say that you would be delighted to stay here all night with me, and
your tongue would be blistered for that thumping lie. How bored you
would be before morning! I shall get Nino to come instead: poor Nino, he
would have to do as he was told, and I shouldn’t care how bored he was.
Or your maid, perhaps she would come, or Nino’s stepmother. But a
companion would be necessary: just somebody, just anybody.”
She got up, stung to the quick, but Colin was quite undismayed. The fire
burned all right, that blast of cold air only made the core of it turn
white-hot, as the surface of it for the moment ceased to glow. Perhaps
she was going to sulk again.... But apparently she had not found that of
any use: instead, after that one moment of averted face, she laughed.
“You’re a savage,” she said. “I wouldn’t trust myself up here for a
night with you. You would get tired of me, and push me over the edge.”
He sprang up: this was how to treat her, with romance and sweetness one
moment, and the next with this callous indifference, and then with gay
affection again and encouragement and nonsense till she was dizzy with
desire and bewilderment and pique.
He could play on her like a lute, which presently he would dash down and
trample on. The manner of that was beginning to form itself in his mind.
It would serve her right for coming to Capri in this compromising way.
“Ah, you’re really unkind,” he said. “That’s the second time you’ve told
me you were afraid I should commit a murderous assault on you. I’m a
savage: there it is. How you bully me! But I forgive you. You’re one of
those blessed people who will always be forgiven whatever they do.
Sunbeams of life: you melt whatever you shine on! Blessed ray from that
celestial luminary!...”
Colin’s sudden pomposity was irresistibly funny. He spoke with a throaty
pious intonation.
“Oh, what nonsense you talk,” she said. “Are you ever the same for two
minutes together? Just now you were in fairyland, and then you snubbed
me, and now you’re a dreadful sort of parson. When are you Colin?”
Colin continued to be the dreadful parson.
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