American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
She arched her eyebrows; “Then we have made some mistake. This will
never be you, in that case.”
“Oh, yes, it is I. It is the other fellow, the gabbler, who is not
myself,” he contrived to tell her.
“You lead a double life, like the villain in the play?” she
suggested.
“You must have your laugh at my expense; have it, and welcome. But I
know what I know,” he said.
“What do you know?” she asked quickly.
“I know that I am in love with you,” he answered.
“Oh, only that,” she said, with an air of relief.
“Only that. But that is a great deal. I know that I love you—oh,
yes, unutterably. If you could see yourself! You are absolutely unique
among women. I would never have believed it possible for any woman to
make me feel what you have made me feel. I have never spoken like this
to any woman in all my life. Oh, you may laugh. It is the truth, upon
my word of honour. If you could look into your eyes—yes, even when
you are laughing at me! I can see your wonderful burning spirit shining
deep, deep in your eyes. You do not dream how different you are to other
women. You are a wonderful burning poem. They are platitudes. Oh, I love
you unutterably. There has not been an hour since I last saw you that
I have not thought of you, loved you, longed for you. And now here you
stand, you yourself, beside me! If you could see into my heart, if you
could see what I feel!”
She looked at the moon, with a strange little smile, and was silent.
“Will you not speak to me?” he cried.
“What would you have me say?” she asked, still looking away.
“Oh, you know, you know what I would have you say.”
“I am afraid you will not like the only thing I can say.” She
turned, and met his eyes. “I am a married woman, and—I am in love
with my husband.”
Ferdinand Augustus stood aghast. “Oh, my God!” he groaned.
“Yes, though he has given me little enough reason to do so, I have
fallen in love with him,” she went on pitilessly. “So you must get
over your fancy for me. After all, I am a total stranger to you. You do
not even know my name.”
“Will you tell me your name?” asked Ferdinand humbly. “It will be
something to remember.”
“My name is Marguerite.”
“Marguerite! Marguerite!” He repeated it caressingly. “It is a
beautiful name. But it is also the name of the Queen.”
“I am the only person named Marguerite in the Queen’s court,” said
she.
“What!” cried Ferdinand Augustus.
“Oh, it is a wise husband who knows his own wife,” laughed she.
And then.... But I think I have told enough.
THE FRIEND OF MAN
The other evening, in the Casino, the satisfaction of losing my money
at petits-chevaux having begun to flag a little, I wandered into the
Cercle, the reserved apartments in the west wing of the building, where
they were playing baccarat.
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