American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
During the winter that followed, P’tit-Bleu and I supped together
somewhat frequently. She was a mere little animal, she had no soul; but
she was the nicest little animal, and she had instincts. She was
more than good-natured, she was kind-hearted; and, according to her
unconventional standards, she was conscientious. It would have amused
and touched you, for example, if you had been taking her about, to
notice her intense solicitude lest you should conduct her entertainment
upon a scale too lavish, her deprecating frowns, her expostulations, her
restraining hand laid on your arm. And the ordinary run of Latin Quarter
girls derive an incommunicable rapture from seeing their cavaliers
wantonly, purposelessly prodigal. With her own funds, on the contrary,
P’tit-Bleu was free-handed to a fault: Mimi and Zizette knew whom to
go to, when they were hard-up. Neither did she confine her benefactions
to gifts of money, nor limit their operation to her particular sex.
More than one impecunious student owed it to her skilful needle that
his clothes were whole, and his linen maintained in a habitable state.
“Fie, Chalks! Your coat is torn, there are three buttons off your
waistcoat, and your cuffs are frayed to a point that is disgraceful.
I’ll come round to-morrow afternoon, and mend them for you.” And
when poor Berthe Dumours was turned out of the hospital, in the dead of
winter, half-cured, and without a penny in her purse, who took her in,
and nursed her, and provided for her during her convalescence?
Oh, she was a good little thing. “P’tit-Bleu’s all right.
There’s nothing the matter with P’tit-Bleu,” was Chalks’s method
of phrasing it.
At the same time, she could be trying, she could be exasperating. And
she had a temper—a temper. What she made me suffer in the way of
jealousy, during that winter, it would be gruesome to recount. She
enjoyed an exceeding great popularity in the Quarter; she was much run
after. It were futile to pretend that she hadn’t her caprices. And she
held herself free as air. She would call no man master.
You might take what she would give, and welcome; but you must claim
nothing as your due. You mustn’t presume upon the fact that she was
supping with you to-night, to complain if she should sup tomorrow with
another. Her concession of a privilege did not by any means imply
that it was exclusive. She would endure no exactions, no control or
interference, no surveillance, above all, no reproaches. Mercy, how
angry she would become if I ventured any, how hoighty-toighty and
unapproachable.
“You imagine that I am your property? Did you invent me? One would say
you held a Government patent. All rights reserved! Thank you. You fancy
perhaps that Paris is Constantinople? Ah, mais non!”
She had a temper and a flow of language. There were points you
couldn’t touch without precipitating hail and lightning.
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