American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
Many were the envious glances that we encountered, and presently I
became aware that one individual was following us about: a horrid,
glossy creature, in a dress suit, with a top-hat that was much too
shiny, and a hugh waxed moustache that he kept twirling invidiously:
an undersized, dark, Hebraic-featured man, screamingly “rasta’.”
Whithersoever we turned, he hovered annoyingly near to us, and ogled
P’tit-Bleu under my very beard. This was bad enough; but—do sorrows
ever come as single spies?—conceive my emotions, if you please, when,
by-and-by, suspicion hardened into certitude that P’tit-Bleu was not
merely getting a vainglorious gratification from his attentions,
but that she was positively playing up to them, encouraging him to
persevere! She chattered—to me, indeed, but at him—with a vivacity
there was no misconstruing; laughed noisily, fluttered her fan, flirted
her veil, donned and doffed her loup, and, I daresay, when my back
was turned, exchanged actual eye-shots with the brute.... In due time
quadrilles were organised, and P’tit-Bleu led a set. The glossy
interloper was one of the admiring circle that surrounded her. Ugh! his
complacent, insinuating smile, the conquering air with which he twirled
his moustachios. And P’tit-Bleu.... When, at the finish, she sprang
up, after her grand écart, what do you suppose she did?... The brazen
little minx, instead of rejoining me, slipped her arm through his, and
went tripping off with him to the supper-room.
Oh, the night I passed, the night of anguish! The visions that tortured
me, as I tramped my floor! The delirious revenges that I plotted, and
gloated over in anticipation! She had left me—the mockery of it!—she
had left me her loup, her little black velvet loup, with its empty
eye-holes, and its horribly reminiscent smell. Everything P’tit-Bleu
owned was scented with peau-d’.spagne. I wreaked my fury upon that
loup, I promise you. I smote it with my palm, I ground it under my heel,
I tore it limb from limb, I called it all manner of abusive names.
Early in the morning I was at P’tit-Bleu’s house; but the concierge
grunted, “Pas rentrée.” Oh, the coals thereof are coals of fire.
I returned to her house a dozen times that day, and at length, towards
nightfall, found her in. We had a stormy session, but, of course, the
last word of it was hers: still, for all slips, she was one of Eve’s
family. Of course she justified herself, and put me in the wrong. I
went away, vowing I would never, never, never see her again. “Va! Ça
m’est bien égal,” she capped the climax by calling after me. Oh,
youth! Oh, storm and stress! And to think that one lives to laugh at its
memory.
For the rest of that season, P’tit-Bleu and I remained at daggers
drawn. In June I left town for the summer; and then one thing and
another happened, and kept me away till after Christmas.
When I got back, amongst the many pieces of news that I found waiting
for me, there was one that affected P’tit-Bleu.
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