Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
We will suppose some months to have elapsed in this manner--months,
to me, of prolonged torture and suspicion. Circumstances, like petty
billows of the sea, kept chafing upon the low places of my heart,
keeping alive the feverish irritation which had already done so much
toward destroying my peace, and overthrowing the guardian outposts of
my pride and honor. How long the strife was to bo continued before the
ocean-torrents should be let in--before the wild passions should quite
overwhelm my reason--was a subject of doubt, but not the less a subject
of present and of exceeding fear. In these matters, I need not say that
there was substantially very little change in the character of events
that marked the progress of my domestic life. William Edgerton still
continued the course which he had so unwittingly begun. He still sought
every opportunity to see my wife, and, if possible, to see her alone.
He avoided me as much as possible; seldom came to the office; absolutely
gave up his business altogether; and, when we met, though his words
and manner were solicitously kind, there was a close restraint upon the
latter, a hesitancy about the former, a timid apprehensiveness in his
eye, and a generally-shown reluctance to approach me, which I could
not but see, and could not but perceive, at the same time, that
he endeavored with ineffectual effort to conceal. He was evidently
conscious that he was doing wrong. It was equally clear to me that he
lacked the manly courage to do right. What was all this to end in?
The question became momently more and more serious. Suppose that he
possessed no sort of influence over my wife! Even suppose his advances
to stop where they were at present--his course already, so far, was a
humiliating indignity, allowing that it became perceptible to the eyes
of others. That revelation once made, there could be no more proper
forbearance on the part of the husband. The customs of our society, the
tone of public opinion--nay, outraged humanity itself--demanded then the
interposition of the avenger. And that revelation was at hand.
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