Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
The sight of that white-headed old man filled me with a sense of shame
and degradation. What had he not done for me? How great his assistance,
how kind his regards, how liberal his offices. He had rescued me from
the bondage of poverty. He had put forth the hand of help, with a manly
grasp of succor at the very moment when it was most needed; had helped
to make me what I was; and, for all these, I had come to put to death
his only son. A revulsion of feeling took place within my bosom. These
thoughts were instantaneous--a sort of lightning-flash from the moral
world of thought. I stood abashed; brought to my senses in an instant,
and was scarcely able to conceal my discomfiture and confusion. I stood
before him with the feeling, and must have worn the look, of a culprit.
Fortunately, he did not perceive my confusion. Poor old man! Cares of
his own--cares of a father, too completely occupied his mind, to suffer
his senses to discharge their duties with freedom.
“I am glad to see you, Clifford, though I did not expect it. Young men
of the present day are not apt to rise so early.”
“I must confess, sir, it is not my habit.”
“Better if it were. The present generation, it seems to me, may be
considered more fortunate, in some respects, than the past, though they
are scarcely wiser. They seem to me exempt from such necessities
as encountered their fathers. Their tasks are fewer--their labor is
lighter--”
“Are their cares the lighter in consequence?” I demanded.
“That is the question,” he replied. “For myself, I think not. They grow
gray the sooner. They have fewer tasks, but heavier troubles. They live
better in some respects. They have luxuries which, in my day, youth were
scarcely permitted to enjoy; and which, indeed, were not often enjoyed
by age. But they have little peace:-and, look at the bankruptcies of
our city. They are without number--they produce no shame--do not seem to
affect the credit of the parties; and, certainly, in no respect diminish
their expenditures. They live as if the present day were the last
they had to live; and living thus, they must live dishonestly. It is
inevitable. The moral sense is certainly in a much lower condition in
our country, than I have ever known it. What can be the reason?”
“The facility of procuring money, perhaps. Money is the most dangerous
of human possessions.”
“There can be none other. Clifford!”
“Sir.”
“I change the subject abruptly. Have you seen my son lately, Clifford?”
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