Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
“You are mistaken, uncle,” I said, good humoredly--“it is from the law
that I propose to get my bread.”
“Indeed!--You are even more sanguine than I thought you. But, pray, upon
what do you base your expectations?--the talents, I suppose.”
I felt the rankling of this well-known and offensive sneer, but replied
simply to the point:--
“No, sir, upon assurances which you will probably think far more worthy
of respect. I have already been employed by Mr. Edgerton as an attorney,
at a salary of six hundred dollars.”
“Ah, indeed! Well, you are a fortunate fellow, I must say, to get such a
helping hand at the outset. But you may want some small amount to begin
with--you can not draw upon Mr. Edgerton before services are rendered,
and if fifty or a hundred dollars, Edward--”
“I thank you, sir;--so far from wanting money, I should be almost able
to lend some. I have saved some two hundred from my mercantile salary.”
I enjoyed the ghastly grin which rose to his features. It was evident
that he was not pleased that I should be independent. He had set out
with the conviction, when my father died, that my support and education
would devolve upon him, and though they did not, yet it was plain enough
to me that he was not unwilling that such should be the impression of
the community. I had disarmed him entirely by the simplest process, and,
mortified at being disappointed, he was disposed to hate the youth
who had baffled him. It was the strangest thing in the world that such
should be the feeling of any man, and that, too, in reference to so near
a relation; but the case is nevertheless true. I saw it in his looks
that moment--I felt it in his accents. I KNEW that such was the real
feeling in his soul. There are motives which grow from vanities, piques,
rivalries, and the miserable ostentations of a small spirit, which act
more terribly upon the passions of man, than even the desire of gain or
the love of woman. The heart of Mr. Clifford, was, after its particular
fashion, a blind heart, like my own.
“Well, I am glad you are so well off. You will dine with us on Sunday, I
suppose?”
My affirmative was a matter of course; and, on Sunday, the evident
gratification of Julia when she saw me, amply atoned for all her
father's asperities and injustice. She had heard of my success--and
though in a sneer from the lips of her father it was not the less
productive of an evident delight to her. She met me with the expression
of this delight upon all her features.
“I am so glad, so very glad, and so surprised, too, Cousin Edward, at
your success. And yet you kept it all to yourself. You might have told
ME, at least, that you were studying law. Why was it that I was never
allowed to know of your intention?”
“Your father knew it, Julia.”
“Yes, so he says now. He says you told him something about it when you
first went into a store; but he did not think you in earnest.”
“Not in earnest! He little knew me, Julia.”
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