Confessions of the CzarinaRadziwill, Catherine, Princess
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Confessions of the Czarina
Radziwill, Catherine, Princess
Alexandra, Empress, consort of Nicholas II, Emperor of Russia, 1872-1918; Russia -- Court and courtiers
As soon as it had become an accomplished fact, she was given the title
of a Russian Grand Duchess and of an Imperial Highness. Her name
appeared in the liturgy, and she was treated with all the honors
pertaining to a future Empress. But she found herself lonely and
forsaken amid her newly acquired grandeur. The Dowager Empress was too
entirely taken up by her grief to pay any attention to the haughty girl,
who, already during those first few days of her new life, showed herself
resentful when she thought that she was not awarded sufficient
importance. The young Czar was so absorbed by the many duties and
obligations which fell upon his shoulders that he had no time to remain
with her as long as she would have wished, perhaps, and his family
simply ignored her. Her days were spent in attending the many funeral
services which, according to etiquette, took place twice, and sometimes
thrice, daily beside the bier of the deceased Monarch. She found herself
placed not only in an awkward, but also in an absurd, position, and if
she did not realize other things, she understood this one but too well.
When the body of Alexander III. was brought back to St. Petersburg, the
Princess Alix accompanied it, together with the other members of the
Imperial Family, and one could see her, deeply veiled, during the
funeral ceremonies which took place at the fortress, standing beside the
Dowager Empress, silent and attentive to all that was going on around
her, and making mental notes as to everything that was taking place. She
began to assume a Sovereign’s attitude, and she tried to take, as if
accidentally, precedence over the Grand Duchesses. One of them, the
Princess Marie Pawlowna, soon perceived the game, and one afternoon as
the future bride was keeping close to her prospective mother-in-law,
seeming to dance attendance upon the latter, the Grand Duchess pushed
her aside most unceremoniously, saying as she did so:
“Not yet, not yet, Alix; this place belongs still to me.”
Affronted, the young girl withdrew; but when she got home to the Palace
belonging to her sister, where she had taken up her abode, she declared
that she wished to return to Darmstadt because her position was too
false in Russia.
Scene followed upon scene; and Nicholas II. was treated for the first
time to the hysterics of which he was to see, later on, so many
repetitions. At last the Prince of Wales, the future Edward VII.,
interfered, and it was partly at his instigation, and that of Queen
Victoria, who wrote upon the subject to the Empress Marie, that it was
at last decided that the marriage of the new Czar with the Princess Alix
was to take place immediately after the funeral of the former’s father.
I shall never forget that day. In the vast halls of the Winter Palace
the whole of Russia was represented, eager to witness this unique
ceremony, the marriage of a Reigning Emperor, an event which had never
taken place before. The bride was on that day the object of great
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