Confessions of the CzarinaRadziwill, Catherine, Princess
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Confessions of the Czarina
Radziwill, Catherine, Princess
Alexandra, Empress, consort of Nicholas II, Emperor of Russia, 1872-1918; Russia -- Court and courtiers
I can hardly bring myself to believe this. For one thing, no one in the
Imperial Family cared sufficiently for the Czarina to take the trouble
to warn her of any peril in which she might find herself. And then she
had not been upon good terms with the Grand-Duke Paul in particular; it
is to be questioned if she would, in view of the fact that it was his
son who had helped to slay Raspoutine, have consented to receive him in
general. I think it far more likely that it was only through the
indiscretion of some of her attendants that the Empress heard of what
was taking place. It is probable her first thought was that her friends
had been working in her behalf, and that the insurrectionary movement
which was shaking Petrograd was distinctly in her favor; that its aim
was to make out of her the Regent of the Russian Empire.
It would be difficult, otherwise, to understand her apathy in the
presence of this overwhelming catastrophe, or the resistance which she
opposed to the advice which the few attendants who were still faithful
to her and who had remained at Tsarskoye Selo, gave to her--to telegraph
immediately to the Czar to return home. Up to the last minute she
refused to do so, saying that she felt quite capable of resisting the
mob in case it chose to invade the Imperial Residence. And at last it
was not she, but the officer in command of the troops quartered in the
town, who took it upon himself to inform General Woyeikoff, head of the
Okhrana, or personal police service of the Czar, that it was high time
for the Sovereign to return home, as he could no longer guarantee the
safety of the Empress and of her children. All the regiments under his
orders had gone over to the enemy.
Alexandra Feodorowna was waiting the whole time for Protopopoff and
Sturmer; she was only wondering why they were so long in coming to her.
When at last she was informed that they had been arrested by the mob and
taken to the fortress, whither they had sent so many innocent people,
she began to realize that things were not going so smoothly as she had
fondly imagined, that something quite out of the common had taken place.
Then she remembered certain words which Raspoutine had told her: so long
as he was at her side no harm would befall her, but that, if he were
once removed, misfortune upon misfortune would crowd on the House of
Romanoff and sweep away the Crown to which she had become so attached.
In that acute moment when there flashed across her mind this prediction
of a man in whom she had seen a Prophet of the Almighty, and the Empress
realized the tragedy of her destiny, all the courage of which she had
boasted earlier fell flat to the ground. She no longer thought of
struggling against an implacable fate, and a complete indifference as to
her possible future took the place of her previous energy and
determination. The game was lost, absolutely lost, and she had better
confess herself beaten before any more harm was done.
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