Conrad in Quest of His Youth: An Extravagance of TemperamentMerrick, Leonard
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Conrad in Quest of His Youth: An Extravagance of Temperament
Merrick, Leonard
Theater -- Great Britain -- Fiction
He had no remembrance of a Mrs. Page, but there was the objection to
travelling fruitlessly, and the thought that a woman would be
susceptible to the prettiness of his visit. He hesitated--he answered
that he would. The girl conducted him to a small, cheerless
drawing-room, and returned to say that Mrs. Page would be down in a few
minutes. There were antimacassars everywhere, and the cold white
mantelpiece exhibited the perpetual porcelain courtship which has never
advanced; the amorous male still smirked inanely, and the simpering
maiden seemed still to hope. Conrad was much attracted by a large
album that reposed on an occasional table. He sat tempted to unclasp
it, and had just risen and made a tentative step in its direction when
he heard the doorknob move.
The lady who came in seemed to deprecate her entrance; she was
evidently timid, and she blinked. He thought at first that she
suffered from some affection of the eyes, but when she spoke, he opined
that the blinking was due entirely to nervousness.
"Mr. Warrener?" she said in a whisper.
"Mrs. Page," he began, "I must crave your pardon for intruding on you
in this fashion. It's very audacious of me because, even when I tell
you who I am, I daren't suppose that you will recollect me."
Her eyelids fluttered more, and she said:--
"Wo--won't you sit down?" She wore mittens, and plucked at them.
"Thank you." Instinctively he lowered his voice, as if he were
speaking to an invalid. "My excuse is rather unusual--I hope it won't
appear to you preposterous. When I was a boy, your children and I used
to be bosom friends, and I found myself in Sweetbay the other day for
the first time since. I needn't tell you that I went to look at the
house, and the desire to--to find them all again was very strong.... I
was fortunate enough to learn that you had moved to Redhill, so I
decided to risk your ridicule, and throw myself on your forbearance."
"Oh, not at all," she faltered. "I--I'm sure I--" Her nervousness
seemed increased, rather than diminished, by his address. There was an
awkward pause.
"I trust Dr. Page and--and my former comrades are all well?"
"Oh, thank you, yes they are all quite well."
He wished that Mary's were not the only name among them he could
recall; "All well!" he said, forcing a hearty note, "All well! It's
strange to me to think of them as grown-up. Time--er--brings many
changes, madam?"
"Indeed," she concurred timorously; "as you say!" But she volunteered
no news, and he began to feel that they were getting on slowly; his
harassed gaze wandered to the china courtship.
"May I ask if they are still with you?" he ventured.
"My eldest daughter is married," she replied. "The others are ... I
hope very soon. I--er don't quite understand when it was you knew
them? While we were in Sweetbay, I think you said?"
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