Conrad in Quest of His Youth: An Extravagance of TemperamentMerrick, Leonard
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Conrad in Quest of His Youth: An Extravagance of Temperament
Merrick, Leonard
Theater -- Great Britain -- Fiction
"Yes, and what about his fervour afterwards? He wants to go and be in
love all over again. Haven't I seen? In this profession, travelling
about, a girl often meets a good fellow; I don't say he's often
rich--the ones who mean well are generally hard up. Perhaps he's a
clerk, or something, in the town. He's taken with her from the
'front,' and gets to know her. Then he waits for her at the stage door
every evening, and sees her home, and makes her talk 'shop'--he always
makes her talk 'shop,' that's the fascination to him. After she goes
away, he writes to her, and by-and-by perhaps they marry. They do
sometimes. Of course she's to leave the stage; he generally asks for
that--the kind of man I'm talking about. Well, what's the result?"
"She's sorry she gave it up."
"No, she isn't. There are exceptions--don't I know it! but in most
cases she's only too thankful to give it up. There's no glamour about
it for the girl--_she_ has lived all that out; the 'little six-roomed
house and home sweet home' is the only ambition she has left. It's the
man who finds the marriage dull. He was in love with being in love
with an actress. He liked waiting for that smile over the
footlights--about the middle of the first verse of her solo; it
flattered him to know he was the one man in all the audience who was
going to talk to her directly. When they're married she's just an
ordinary girl--like Miss Smith, and Miss Brown, and the other girls he
knew. The fairy has lost her wings. She's a very good little wife
perhaps, but just a drab little mortal. He says, 'How romantic it used
to be when she was a fairy!'--and goes fairy-catching outside another
stage-door."
"Poor little mortal!"
"Men want romances. When you find them out, the most unlikely men are
romantic; but when you find them out, nine hundred and ninety women in
a thousand are domesticated."
"Are _you_?"
"There are the other ten," laughed Rosalind.... "And I'm not talking
of society women--of course I don't know anything about them; I'm
talking of every-day women, and us. Look at my friend! I suppose
you'd take her for a bohemian through and through? She has had to earn
her living in the Profession since she was sixteen, and she's slangy,
and she'd shock your sort of woman out of her wits. Marriage is the
last thing she thinks of now. But let a man she liked come along!
She'd marry him on two pounds a week, and go through fire and water for
him, and thank heaven for the joy of hanging up the washing in her own
back yard."
Miss Lascelles, with a hint of coon steps, was singing--
"'What is the use of loving a girl
When you know she don't want yer _to_?'"
"I shouldn't have thought it," said Conrad. "She doesn't suggest
domesticity in back yards."
"Does she suggest a boarding-school for young ladies?"
His eyebrows asked a question.
"There was a time when Tattie was among little girls who walked two and
two in Kensington."
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