City and town life -- Fiction; Country life -- Fiction
At last he was in New York: his time would be limited only by the
expense of remaining at hotel or boarding-house. Yet he found himself
utterly without impulse to follow any of his carefully-perfected plans.
He strolled about a great deal, but in an utterly aimless way. He passed
public buildings which he knew by sight as among those he had intended
to inspect, but he did not even enter their doors; the great libraries
in which for years he had hoped to quench the literary thirst that had
been little more than tantalized by the collective books in Haynton
were regarded with impatience. Of all he saw while rambling about alone,
nothing really fixed his attention but the contents of shop-windows. He
could not pass a clothing-store without wondering if some of the goods
he saw within would not become him better than what he was wearing; he
spent hours in looking at displays of dress-goods and imagining how one
or other pattern or fabric would look on Lucia; and he wasted many hours
more in day-dreams of purchasing--only for her--the bits of jewelry and
other ornaments with which some windows were filled.
Loneliness increased the weakening effect of his imaginings. He knew
absolutely no one in the city but the Tramlays and Marge, and he had too
much sense to impose himself upon them; besides, Marge was terribly
uninteresting to him, except as material for a study of human
nature,--material that was peculiarly unattractive when such a specimen
as Lucia was always in his mind’s eye and insisting upon occupying his
whole attention.
His loneliness soon became intolerable; after a single day of it he
hurried to the river, regardless of probable criticism and teasing based
on his new clothes, to chat with Sol Mantring and the crew of the sloop.
The interview was not entirely satisfactory, and Phil cut his visit
short, departing with a brow full of wrinkles and a heart full of wonder
and indignation at the persistency with which Sol and both his men
talked of Lucia Tramlay and the regard in which they assumed Phil held
her. How should they imagine such a thing? He well knew--and
detested--the rural rage for prying into the affairs of people,
particularly young men and women who seemed at all fond of one another;
but what had he ever done or said to make these rough fellows think
Lucia was to him anything but a boarder in his father’s house? As he
wondered, there came to his mind a line which he had often painfully
followed in his copy-book at school: “The face of youth is an open
book.” It did not tend at all to restore composure to his own face.
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