City and town life -- Fiction; Country life -- Fiction
Hour by hour he found himself worse company. He had never before made
such a discovery. There had been hundreds and thousands of days in his
life when from dawn to dark he had been alone on the farm, in the woods,
or in his fishing-boat, several miles off shore on the ocean; yet the
companionship of his thoughts had been satisfactory. He had sung and
whistled by the hour, recited to himself favorite bits of poetry and
prose, rehearsed old stories and jokes, and enjoyed himself so well that
sometimes he was annoyed rather than pleased when an acquaintance would
appear and insist on diverting his attention to some trivial personal or
business affair. Why could he not cheer himself now?--he who always had
been the life and cheer of whatever society he found himself in?
He tried to change the current of his thoughts by looking at other
people; but the result was dismal in the extreme. He lounged about
Broadway, strolled in Central Park, walked down Fifth Avenue, and from
most that he saw he assumed that everybody who was having a pleasant
time, driving fine horses, or living in a handsome house, was rich. He
had been carefully trained in the belief that “a man’s life consisteth
not in the abundance of the things which he possesseth,” but his
observations of New York were severely straining his faith. He was
entirely orthodox in his belief as to the prime source of riches, but he
suddenly became conscious of an unhappy, persistent questioning as to
why he also had not been born rich, or had riches thrust upon him. He
understood now the mad strife for wealth which he had often heard
alluded to as the prevailing sin of large cities; he wished he knew how
to strive for it himself,--anywhere, in any way, if only he might always
be one of the thousands of people who seemed to wear new clothes all the
time, and spend their evenings in elegant society, or in the gorgeous
seclusion of palaces like that occupied by Marge’s club.
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