Fiction; Short stories, Russian -- Translations into English
"There are few steamers to-night," continued Sergei;
"we've only passed one these many hours." Seeing that Mitia
had no intention of answering, Sergei replied quietly
to himself: "It's because its too early in the season.
It's only just beginning. We shall soon be at Kazan.
The Volga pulls hard. She has a mighty strong back,
that can carry all. Why are you standing still like that?
Are you angry? Hi, there, Mitia!"
"What's the matter?" Mitia cried in a vexed tone.
"Nothing, you strange fellow; but why can't you talk?
You are always thinking. Leave it alone! Thinking is bad for a man.
A wise sort of fellow you are! You think and think, and all the time
you can't understand that you're a fool at bottom. Ha! Ha!"
And Sergei, very well satisfied with his own superiority,
cleared his throat, remained quiet for a moment, whistled a note,
and then continued to develop his theme.
"Thinking? Is that an occupation for a working man?
Look at your father; he doesn't think much; he lives.
He loves your wife, and they laugh at you together; you wise fool!
That's about it! Just listen to them! Blast them!
I believe Marka's already with child. Never fear, the child won't
feature you. He'll be a fine, lusty lad, like Silan himself!
But he'll be your child! Ha! Ha! Ha! He'll call you father!
And you won't be his father, but his brother; and his real
father will be his grandfather! That's a nice state of things!
What a filthy family! But they're a strapping pair!
Isn't that true, Mitia?"
"Sergei!" In a passionate, sobbing whisper. "In the name
of Christ I entreat you don't tear my soul to pieces,
don't brand me with fire. Leave me alone. Do be quiet!
In the name of God and of Christ, I beg you not to speak to me!
Don't disturb me! Don't drain my heart's blood! I'll throw
myself in the river, and yours will be the sin, and a great sin
it will be! I should lose my soul; don't force me to it!
For God's sake, I entreat you!"
The silence of the night was troubled with shrill, unnatural sobbing;
and Mitia fell on the deck of the raft, as if a blast from the overhanging
clouds had struck him down.
"Come, come!" growled Sergei, anxiously watching his mate writhing
on the deck, as if scorched with fire. "What a strange man!
He ought to have told me if it was not--if it was not quite--"
"You've been torturing me all the way. Why? Am I your enemy?"
Mitia sobbed again.
"You're a strange lad! a rum un!" murmured Sergei, confused and offended.
"How could I know? I couldn't tell you'd take on like that!"
"Understand, then, that I want to forget! To forget for ever!
My shame, my terrible torture. You're a cruel lot!
I shall go away, and stay away for ever! I can't stand
it any more!"
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