"I do not speak of these men, I am thinking of Judas Petunikoff, who is
one of them...."
"And you say you have nothing to do with them?" asks the teacher,
quietly.
"But do you think that I do not live? Aha! I do live, but I suppose I
ought not to be angry at the fact that life is desecrated and robbed of
all freedom by these men."
"And they dare to laugh at the kindly anger of the Captain, a man
living in retirement?" says Abyedok, teasingly.
"Very well! I agree with you that I am foolish. Being a creature who
was once a man, I ought to blot out from my heart all those feelings
that once were mine. You may be right, but then how could I or any of
you defend ourselves if we did away with all these feelings?"
"Now then, you are talking sense," says the teacher, encouragingly.
"We want other feelings and other views on life.... We want something
new ... because we ourselves are a novelty in this life...."
"Doubtless this is most important for us," remarks the teacher.
"Why?" asks Kanets. "Is it not all the same whatever we say or think?
We have not got long to live ... I am forty, you are fifty ... there
is no one among us younger than thirty, and even at twenty one cannot
live such a life long."
"And what kind of novelty are we?" asked Abyedok, mockingly.
"Since nakedness has always existed ..."
"Yes, and it created Rome," said the teacher.
"Yes, of course," says the Captain, beaming with joy. "Romulus and
Remus, eh? We also shall create when our time comes ..."
"Violation of public peace," interrupts Abyedok. He laughs in a
self-satisfied way. His laughter is impudent and insolent, and is
echoed by Simtsoff, the Deacon and Paltara Taras. The naive eyes of
young Meteor light up, and his cheeks flush crimson.
Kanets speaks, and it seems as if he were hammering their heads.
"All these are foolish illusions ... fiddle-sticks!"
It was strange to see them reasoning in this manner, these outcasts
from life, tattered, drunken with vodki and wickedness, filthy and
forlorn. Such conversations rejoiced the Captain's heart. They gave
him an opportunity of speaking more, and therefore he thought himself
better than the rest. However low he may fall, a man can never deny
himself the delight of feeling cleverer, more powerful, or even better
fed than his companions. Aristid Kuvalda abused this pleasure, and
never could have enough of it, much to the disgust of Abyedok, Kubar,
and others of these creatures that once were men, who were less
interested in such things.
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