Crying for the Light; Or, Fifty Years Ago. Vol. 3 [of 3]Ritchie, J. Ewing (James Ewing)
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Crying for the Light; Or, Fifty Years Ago. Vol. 3 [of 3]
Ritchie, J. Ewing (James Ewing)
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction
Half sleeping and half waking, there came to him unpleasant thoughts, and
dreams equally so—of women whom he had betrayed, of friends who had
trusted to him in vain, of splendid opportunities he had missed, of time
and strength frittered away on trifles, or what was worse. He must yet
be a power in the land—he would yet leave behind him a name—he would yet
have the world at his feet. With a title and with money what cannot a
man do in this land of ours? asked the Baronet of himself. Fellows of
whom he thought nothing, whom he knew as inferiors at Eton or at
College—poor, patient, spiritless plodders—had passed him in that battle
of life which after all is only a Vanity Fair.
Such thoughts as these kept the Baronet wide awake, much to his disgust.
It was the dinner, it was the wine, it was the cigar that kept him awake.
Perhaps they did. But there was something else that did so, though the
Baronet did not see it—the accusal of a conscience in which he did not
believe, the workings of a divine law which he laughed at.
The next day no one was up early, and no one made his appearance at the
breakfast-table save the elderly members of the party. Most of the
gentlemen visitors overslept themselves, and the ladies were served in
their own rooms. Then came the carriages and the departure of the
guests—some to town, some to fashionable health resorts. Business
required the presence of the great merchant in London, and he took his
daughter with him. Sir Watkin managed to get down in time to see them
off, and to promise to follow them next day. The lady left quite
content; she knew what was to come, and what would be her reply.
Very dull and gloomy seemed the old house as the company one by one
departed. Sir Watkin took up the morning papers—there was nothing in
them; the society journals—he was better informed than their writers. No
novel could interest him in his then state of mind. He had a headache;
he would go for a ride, a sovereign remedy for such maladies as gentlemen
in his station suffer from. Accordingly the horse was brought round, and
he was in the saddle. He would be back before dark, and did not require
his groom, and he trotted gaily away from the ancestral Hall under the
ancestral oaks, along the gravelled drive through the park, feeling a
little fresher for the effort. He would see his steward, and have a talk
with him on business matters.
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