Crying for the Light; Or, Fifty Years Ago. Vol. 3 [of 3]Ritchie, J. Ewing (James Ewing)
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Crying for the Light; Or, Fifty Years Ago. Vol. 3 [of 3]
Ritchie, J. Ewing (James Ewing)
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘Yes, I believe so,’ said the Colonel. This was enough. The Colonel’s
lady was one of the elect—a model in a certain section of society of holy
living. Yet, under a sanctified exterior, she was as hard, and bitter,
and selfish, and uncharitable as it was possible for any woman to be, and
the beauty of it was, that she thought herself, and was considered by her
friends, to be in a state of exalted spiritualism, living in close
communion with God.
Such people are by no means uncommon, the creatures of a self-deception
of a most odious kind. Their language is full of Scripture phraseology;
they delight in pious hymns; all their reading is confined to pious
biographies, especially religious diaries, the morbid revelations of
which record at nauseous length their diseased state of mind, which they
assume to be the direct results of a Divine inspiration and tokens of a
Divine love. When they are in distress, it is not the natural result of
the circumstances in which they are placed, or the conditions of ordinary
life, but the Divine will and purpose. If they neglect the laws of
health, and are ill in consequence, it is the Lord’s doing. If they lose
their money owing to imprudence in trusting it in rotten companies, it is
the Lord’s doing. If trade is bad and creature comforts fail, or they
live beyond their means and are in embarrassed circumstances, it is the
Lord’s doing, to wean them from the world and its sinful vanities, and to
lead them back to Himself.
There are no mysteries to them; all is clear, and their knowledge of the
Divine way is only equalled by their thorough acquaintance with those of
His great adversary the devil. In them, peace of mind is the result of
this knowledge. To the carnal mind their self-sufficiency and
self-satisfaction is amusing. It is almost beautiful, the smile with
which they listen to one another, and the calm contempt with which they
regard everyone not of their way of thinking. By the side of them an
iceberg is genial, and their power is as great as their faith. All the
artillery of heaven is in their hands. Peace is theirs, but it is truly
a peace that passeth all understanding; they are not as other men are.
To the outer world their cry is, ‘Procul este, profani!’
But let us return to the Colonel’s lady.
She continues:
‘We are not wealthy, you see,’ she was wont to say to the kind-hearted
Belgian ladies, when they called on her for a subscription. ‘We are, I
may say, living quite up to our income, and we have got our duty to do to
the family, and the Colonel keeps the money-bags so tight that I can
never get a franc. But what I can do I do, and, after all, it matters
little—the contemptible dross of the world—if I can give to the needy the
riches, that never fade nor pass away, of the Divine Word.’
And thus the lady excused to herself, as so many of us do, her lack of
true charity.
‘Well,’ said the Colonel, ‘what shall I say to this Wentworth?’
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