She turned her horse's head towards the track which was made through
that fine white sand and went on from amongst the pines. He followed her
with a troubled mind, and they rode side by side over the long flats
of heath until they had almost reached the lane of cactus leading to
Mowbray. In a few minutes they would be at the Dutch cottage, and yet
they had not interchanged a word. Standish could not endure the silence
any longer. He pulled up his horse suddenly.
'Daireen,' he said. 'I have been a fool--a wicked fool, to talk to you
as I did. I cannot go on until you say you forgive me.'
Then she turned round and smiled on him, holding out her hand.
'We are very foolish, Standish,' she said. 'We are both very foolish.
Why should I think anything of what you said? We are still good friends,
Standish.'
'God bless you!' he cried, seizing her hand fervently. 'I will not make
myself a fool again.' 'And I,' said the girl, 'I will not be a fool
again.'
So they rode back together. But though Standish had received forgiveness
he was by no means satisfied with the girl's manner. There was an
expression that he could not easily read in that smile she had given
him. He had meant to be very bitter towards her, but had not expected
her to place him in a position requiring forgiveness. She had forgiven
him, it was true, but then that smile of hers--what was that sad wistful
expression upon her face? He could not tell, but he felt that on the
whole he had not gained much by the resolutions he had made night
after night. He was inclined to be dissatisfied with the result of his
morning's ride, nor was this feeling perceptibly decreased by seeing
beneath one of the broad-leaved trees that surrounded the cottage the
figure of Mr. Arthur Harwood by the side of Colonel Gerald.
Harwood came forward as Daireen reined up on the avenue.
'I have come to say good-bye to you,' he said, looking up to her face.
'Good-bye?' she answered. 'Why, you haven't said good-morning yet.'
Mr. Harwood was a clever man and he knew it; but his faculty for reading
what was passing in another person's mind did not bring him happiness
always. He had made use of what he meant to be a test sentence to
Daireen, and the result of his observation of its effect was not wholly
pleasant to him. He had hoped for a little flush--a little trembling of
the hand, but neither had come; a smile was on her face, and the pulses
of the hand she held out to him were unruffled. He knew then that the
time had not yet come for him to reveal himself.
But why should you say good-bye?' she asked after she had greeted him.
'Well, perhaps I should only say _au revoir_, though, upon my word, the
state of the colony is becoming so critical that one going up country
should always say good-bye. Yes, my duties call me to leave all this
pleasant society, Miss Gerald. I am going among the Zulus for a while.'
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