England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
lead us into that mysterious sea which man has named Eternity.
Our home existence was as quiet and secluded as my outward life. On
settling at Leigh, Miss O'Reilly had come to a resolve which she thus
imparted to me one evening:--"Daisy, you were too young when you left
Leigh to know that because it is a small place it must have the
inconvenience of all small places, in which life is a round of back-
biting, quarrelling, envying, scandal, and gossip. Now we can't help
being backbitten or talked about, but we can help doing it to others: the
way, child, is to keep to ourselves and to see no one. We shall be hated,
as a matter of course; thought proud, or still worse in England, poor.
Never mind, child, those are not the things one cannot endure."
"Papa was thought proud," I said.
"And so he was, child; he had a mind above the paltriness of such a place
as this,--of course he had: he never would have been a popular man
anywhere, never. Well, as I was saying, child, we must bear with being
thought proud and poor, for we shall make no acquaintances. A decent,
civil intercourse we must certainly keep up with Miss Murray--she won't
trouble us much, poor thing!--but beyond this we do not go. Now, you must
not misunderstand me. I do not mean to keep you locked up, and if you can
get acquainted with pleasant young people, I do not object. There is a
dancing academy, it seems, and since your father wished you to learn how
to dance, you must learn it, of course. If you meet there sensible girls
whom you would like to see, see them here in liberty; but as to visiting
their mammas, or being visited by them, I decline the honour."
Thus it was settled. We lived in our retired way; we were thought proud
and poor; we saw Miss Murray every now and then in her own house, for to
come near us was an exertion not to be thought of; I went to the academy,
and learned how to dance, but I found all the young ladies so little to
my taste, that with not one of them did I form an intimate acquaintance,
and two years passed away in this quiet, monotonous life, varied by the
letters of Cornelius.
Only a few were addressed to "his dear adopted child," but they were so
kind, they breathed an affection so true, an interest so heartfelt, that
to this day, and spite of all that has passed since then, I cannot look
over them without emotion. In all his letters, Cornelius spoke of course
of his art and his prospects. He was enchanted with Rome, and ardent with
hope; but he did not think it worth while to send home anything before
his return. He thought he might just as well wait until he was coming
back, and take the public by storm. Miss O'Reilly thought so too, and we
accordingly expected her brother in the spring of the second year
following his departure. A somewhat enigmatic letter, in which he
expressed his great wish of seeing us both again, confirmed this
impression.
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