"Mother wrote that you were about to marry Miss Hamilton. Letters from
home brought her the news, which she thinks is true. Oh, Guy, it is not,
it cannot be true. You must not go quite away from me now, just as I am
coming back to you. For, Guy, I am—or rather, I have come, and a great
love, such as I never felt before, fills me full almost to bursting. I
always liked you, Guy; but when we were married I did not know what it
was to love,—to feel my pulses quicken as they do now just at thought of
you. If I had, how happy I could have made you, but I was a silly little
girl, and married life was distasteful to me, and I was willing to be
free, though always, way down in my heart, was something which protested
against it, and if you knew just how I was influenced and led on
insensibly to assent, you would not blame me so much. The word _divorce_
had an ugly sound to me, and I did not like it, and I have always felt
as if bound to you just the same. It would not be right for me to marry
Tom, even if I wanted to, which I do not. I am yours, Guy,—only yours,
and all these years I have studied and improved for your sake, without
any fixed idea, perhaps, as to what I expected or hoped. But when Tom
spoke the last time it came to me suddenly what I was keeping myself
for, and, just as a great body of water, when freed from its prison
walls rolls rapidly down a green meadow, so did a mighty love for you
take possession of me and permeate my whole being, until every nerve
quivered with joy, and when Tom was gone I went away alone and cried
more for my new happiness, I am afraid, than for him, poor fellow. And
yet I pitied him, too, and as I could not stay in Berlin after that I
came away to earn money enough to take me back to you. For I am coming,
or I was before I heard that dreadful news which I cannot believe.
"Is it true, Guy? Write and tell me it is not, and that you love me
still and want me back, or, if it in part is true, and you are engaged
to Julia, show her this letter and ask her to give you up, even if it is
the very day before the wedding,—for you are mine, and, sometimes, when
the children are troublesome, and I am so tired and sorry and homesick,
I have such a longing for a sight of your dear face, and think if I
could only lay my aching head in your lap once more I should never know
pain or weariness again.
"Try me, Guy. I will be so good and loving, and make you so happy, and
your sister, too,—I was a bother to her once. I’ll be a comfort now.
Tell her so, please; tell her to bid me come. Say the word yourself, and
almost before you know it I’ll be there.
"Truly, lovingly, waitingly, your wife,
"_Daisy_."
"P. S.—To make sure of this letter’s safety I shall send it to New York
by a friend, who will mail it to you.
"Again, lovingly, _Daisy Thornton_."
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