United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Women college students -- Fiction
In one of the spaces, when Tom danced with her, he said, “Barnett’s
getting stewed as fast as he can pour ’em down. That’s the worst of not
having a girl to Prom—got to drown your sorrows some way.”
She followed his gaze to the door, where Barnett was leaning up against
the wall and talking somewhat unsteadily to a group of stags. His eyes
met hers; even at that distance they were bloodshot, terrible. His eyes
that had been so tender—and now—now, as they looked at her with a
fierce intensity, they made her think of a dog before whom red meat is
dangled. Under his look she felt the dripping ice of horror’s
perspiration.
“Tom!” she cried suddenly. “I can’t—I just can’t!”
“Can’t what, Joy?” In surprise he looked down at her face, which was so
white that the spots of rouge flared out like little danger signals.
“I—I can’t stay at the Prom a minute longer.” Then, with growing
resolve, “I really am all in, Tom. You see, I’m not used to it, and my
feet are _killing_ me, and—I’m so awfully tired that if I dance any
longer I won’t get any fun out of it!”
She did indeed look tragically tired, and Tom was all self-reproach for
not seeing it coming. They went to the fraternity booth and she said
good-night to the matrons, who looked mildly surprised. Barnett was
still standing at the door as they approached it and broke away from the
stags with a lurch.
“Not going _now_, are you?” he demanded.
Joy insensibly retreated until Tom was between them. “Yes. I’m leaving
now. Good night”; and she walked out.
Once in the cool night air, with Tom by her side keeping a comfortable
silence, she felt free and almost happy. It was something to have left
Jack Barnett—and soon she would have those silver slippers off.
The fraternity house was dark and empty. It was an effort to climb the
steps—her last silver-slipper effort, she told herself. She watched Tom
go back down the road, then sat down and pulled off her slippers. She
couldn’t have kept them on another minute. Then slowly, painfully, she
went in and upstairs.
The room was a wilderness of clothes and hairbrushes, powderboxes and
wardrobe-trunk-drawers scattered here and there at inconsequential
places, and she had hard work to guide her sore feet to the bureau. Her
buoyant cheeks, waving twin flags of crimson joy while all the rest of
her betrayed the weariness in which she was steeped, drew her first
attention. That rouge must be wiped off—as the rest of the evening
could not be. She took a limp handkerchief that trailed whiteness amid
the disorder of the tools on the bureau, and scrubbed one cheek with
concentrated energy. And as the handkerchief marched in its path of
elimination, she heard the door swing open behind her.
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