Daughters of Belgravia; vol. 2 of 3Fraser, Alexander, Mrs.
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Daughters of Belgravia; vol. 2 of 3
Fraser, Alexander, Mrs.
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“But I ought not to blame you,” he goes on; “after all, class should
mate with class, and I am not good enough for you--nor rich enough. I
have plenty of shortcomings, I know, Zai, but you must not think worse
of me than I deserve.”
Her heart flutters like a bird at this, and her eyes glisten through
unshed but irrepressible tears.
“Worse of you than you deserve, Carl!” she falters, while her arm clings
closer to his neck, and she feels that this man is a king among his
kind, and that she may well be forgiven if she worships him. “Why should
you imagine that I think any ill of you?”
“Because I merit it after the brutal way I treated you at the
Meredyths’, and even in the beginning of this evening, my Zai. I doubted
you, you see, and when one suffers one is apt to be unreasonable, and
wounded vanity is quick to come to the side of wounded love, and after
all what is more natural than that you should not love me?” he asks, but
clasping her even closer and kissing the bright chesnut hair that gleams
up so ruddy under the moonbeams. “What more natural than that you should
love--Delaval!”
But in his heart he does not for a moment believe that she or any other
woman could pause between any other man and _him_.
“Nothing more natural, I suppose,” Zai answers, nestling her hand into
his, and feeling her spirits rise and her courage rear its crest aloft
as she thinks Carl has only acted thus out of jealousy. “But natural
things do not always come to pass, do they? There are exceptions to all
rules, you know. I told you before, Carl, that I was the exception to
the rule in the Beranger family of being dazzled by Lord Delaval’s
fascinations. Have you forgotten this?”
“I thought _you_ had forgotten it!” Carlton Conway murmurs in his most
melodious and reproachful accents.
“Why should you have thought so?” she asks wistfully.
“It would be wiser to ask why I should have thought otherwise,” he
returns, a little drily. “Your sweet face has bewitched me until I have
had no sense left I think, but still I am not _quite_ mad. I know my
superiors, and am not surprised when fate and fortune compel me to bow
to them.”
“But Lord Delaval is _not_ your superior, Carl!” she cries earnestly,
“not in any respect--except that he is a little richer, perhaps.”
“I did not mean to imply that he is my superior because he is a swell,”
he observes rather haughtily, “but the very point of which you speak is
the very one that makes his superiority, probably, in _your_ eyes.”
“In my eyes!” she answers in amazement. “Oh, Carl, I am sorry you should
give me credit for such things. I don’t think that kind of superiority
worth anything--_anything_!” she goes on scornfully. “I don’t think that
money and position and all that sort of thing makes people really
happy!”
“Everyone in Town thinks you mean to make the experiment, anyhow!” he
replies.
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