Daughters of Belgravia; vol. 2 of 3Fraser, Alexander, Mrs.
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Daughters of Belgravia; vol. 2 of 3
Fraser, Alexander, Mrs.
Fiction
“Then I suppose you are going to marry Miss Meredyth?” Zai asks in a low
voice, that has a hardness in it which no one has heard before.
“Zai! can you blame me? Can you think it possible for me to act
otherwise?”
“No! I don’t blame you!” and again bitterness mars the sweet voice.
“Of course you cannot blame me!” he answers, “for you know _you_ are
forbidden fruit, Zai. You have been reared in certain social conditions,
which of course it would be sheer wickedness on my part to ask you to
resign!”
This is a very different sentiment to what he has expressed before; and
even she, much as she loves him, feels indignant.
There is a sudden flash in her grey eyes as she lifts them to his.
“You know that you ought not to say this, Carl! It is not my interests
you are thinking of, but you have made up your mind not to marry anyone
who has no money!”
“Granted!” he replies quietly, though a crimson flush dyes his face, and
he bites his lip hard. “But though you seem to reproach me, you know why
it is so! You know that people in _your_ world cannot subsist on
sentiment, or on a few paltry hundreds a year. I am, I avow, one of
those miserable devils to whom the bitter irony of fate has given the
tastes and habits of a gentleman, without the means of supporting them.
You are the corresponding woman. Common sense--the commonest sense--will
tell you whether or not it would be sheer madness for us two to marry,
although we love each other so passionately, Zai!”
Zai does not answer. There cannot be the least doubt, she knows, but
that common sense _does_ tell her that marriage with her would not suit
Carl Conway; but it is none the less true that common sense is not what
she cares to listen to now. In the most vapid soul that sojourn in
Belgravia ever starved, there is still some small lodging left for that
divine folly that men call “Love.”
And Zai, born and bred in Belgravia, is as desperately and honestly in
love with this man, who has played fast and loose with her, as a
milk-maid could be.
She longs--how she longs--for just one crumb of comfort, just one little
word of sweetness from his lips.
Only a quarter of an hour ago he held her to him and kissed her with
apparently the old, old passion in his soul, and now he stands a little
apart, calm and cold as a statue.
Conway is a wonderfully handsome man, and Zai worships his beauty. The
more she looks at him the more she craves for a gleam of love in his
brown eyes--the stronger grows her desire to listen to love from his
well-cut lips; but she listens in vain.
“Yes, I know all that,” she says very wearily, with a dreadfully
heart-sick feeling of disappointment, “it was hardly worth while you
telling me. I have heard papa and mamma, and Gabrielle, and all the
others talk of ‘common sense,’ but one grows tired sometimes of hearing
the same thing.”
The tone of her voice tells more than her words; there is a betraying
quiver in it that makes him turn quickly and look at her.
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