Civil engineers -- Fiction; Ethics -- Fiction; Love stories; West (U.S.) -- Fiction
“Since when have you turned preacher, Davie?” she mocked. “What’s got
into you to-night? Put your head down here and let me comb it, the way
I used to when you wore knee stockings.”
“No,” he refused.
She leaned toward him and slipped a round arm across his shoulders. He
reached up and disengaged it gently.
“No,” he said again. “You shouldn’t do things like that, Glo. You used
to do them once, and it didn’t matter. But now you are not the same.”
This time her laugh had an edge to it.
“The fishes have nothing on you for the cold blood, Davie. But you’re
like all the men. After you’ve made what you like out of a girl, you
slap her in the face.”
Vaguely he understood that she was accusing him of something.
“I’m wishing for nothing but your happiness, Glo; can’t you understand
that? I’ve never wished for anything else.”
She was silent for a moment. Then she said:
“’Tis to a convent I should have gone, Davie, instead of to the
public--to run with boys, and with you. ’Twas you taught me things a
girl shouldn’t know.”
“I?” said David, still more horror-stricken.
“’Tis so. I was a woman grown whilst you were yet but a boy. You didn’t
know. If your lady mother had lived she might have told you more about
girls and women. I was loving you, Davie, long before ever you put a
razor to your face.”
For the first time in his life David the man found it easeful and
fitting to curse David the boy. “Warm-hearted,” he had called Judith
in those other days, and thought no more of it. But now ... he had been
as one who tosses a careless match aside and passes on, only to turn
and find a forest ablaze.
“Tell me what you care to, Glo,” he said gravely.
“’Tis an old story, I’m thinking. Whilst I could be writing to you and
knowing you’d be coming back from the college the bad heart of me kept
still. But when you went to that place in Florida the bad heart was
empty--empty for a man. The man came, Davie; I’m thinking he always
comes.”
David had to moisten his lips before he could say: “Who was it, Glo?”
“’Twas young Tommy Judson.”
“God!” said David. The exclamation was half prayer and half execration.
He knew Judson; all Middleboro knew him as the country town’s most
faithful imitation of gilded youth and its degeneracy. After a time he
said: “Somebody ought to kill him, Glo; I ought to kill him.”
“’Tis little good that would do now. He’s gone away, and my father
would be getting a raise in his pay, little knowing why he got it.”
Though the windows were open to the summer night breeze David felt
as if he were suffocating. Springing to his feet he began to pace the
narrow limits of the little sitting-room.
“Glo,” he said chokingly, “this is the most awful thing I’ve ever had
to face. I came here to-night just as I used to come years ago. I meant
to tell you that I had found the girl that I hoped some day to marry.
And now you tell me that I led you up to the edge and left you where
the next man who came along could push you over.”
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