Civil engineers -- Fiction; Ethics -- Fiction; Love stories; West (U.S.) -- Fiction
“No, Davie, dear; I’m not blaming you,” came from the green-covered
sofa.
“But I am blaming myself.” He stopped abruptly before her. “Let me see
your face, Glory: have you been trying to tell me that I ought to marry
you?”
She would not look up. “And you with another girl in your heart? I’m
not that wicked, Davie.”
“Then at least you must let me talk to you as we used to talk in the
other days; straight from the shoulder. I was wiser than I knew, a
little while ago, Glory, when I said that your safety was in marriage.
Can’t you forget and start afresh? There are plenty of young fellows
here in your part of town who would never ask you to turn back a single
leaf of your life book for them; can’t you marry one of them and make
him a good wife, Glory?”
She shook her head. “I can not,” she said shortly.
He drew out his watch and held its dial to the lamp light. It was time
to be gone.
“I must go; I am leaving town to-night, and the kindest thing I can
hope for you is that you’ll never see my face again. It doesn’t help
matters any, but if you have suffered, I shall suffer, too. You have
put a mark on me that I shall carry to my grave.”
She got up without a word and walked with him to the door and down the
slag-paved path to the gate. But at the moment of parting, when he was
again seeking vainly for some word of heartening, she flung her arms
around his neck and kissed him twice, thrice.
“_That’s_ why I can’t marry another man!” she panted; and before he
could reply she had darted up the path and into the cottage and had
slammed the door.
It was an older and soberer David who tramped slowly back through the
factory district and across the railroad tracks to the better lighted
main street of the town. Conscience is definable only in terms, not of
the common, but of the individual human factor. For the David Vallorys
there are no compromises. He either was, or was not, Judith Fallon’s
keeper. Had he been responsible for her development up to a certain
point, the danger point, and had then been blind enough or thoughtless
enough to cast her adrift? One responsibility he could not shirk: from
a time reaching deeply into their childish years his influence over her
had been stronger than that of any one else, her parents not excepted.
How was he to know that her yielding to him had been chiefly sexual,
and that unconsciously he had walked in her path instead of leading her
to walk in his? But even so, was he wholly blameless?
These soul-searching questions kept even step with him on the way to
the hill suburb, and they made the home leave-taking, a little later,
thoughtfully abstracted. It was his promise to his sister to come home
for Christmas, if he could leave his work, that reminded him of another
responsibility; and all the way down to the railroad station he was
hoping that Herbert Oswald would not forget his agreement to be at the
train.
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