"Have you got any other beau in your head, Jemima?" she said. "Because
if you have, you’d better put him out pretty suddenly. If your father
should find it out, he would—I don’t know what he would do. He would
certainly punish you well, big girl as you are. Is that what’s the
matter? Answer me! Have you got another beau?"
Dawn looked up with great angry, flashing eyes, horror changing into
contempt.
"I have never even thought of such a dreadful thing!" she said, with a
withering look, and swept haughtily from the room. But on the way
upstairs the color crept slowly into her cheeks, and her eyes drooped
half-ashamed. Was there? Yes, there was some one else enshrined within
her heart, some one whose face had smiled in sympathy just once, and
toward whom she felt as she had never felt to any human being save her
mother. Of course he was nothing to her but the vision of a moment, and
never, never, could he be called by the hateful word her stepmother had
used, that detestable word "beau." It seemed to the poor, tried child
as if she could almost kill any one who used that word.
After that, Dawn endured her misery in secret, speaking not at all,
unless spoken to. The older woman looked at her curiously, almost
nervously, sometimes, as if the girl were half uncanny. She was glad in
her heart that the day of the wedding was close at hand, for if she knew
anything about signs, that girl was on the verge of throwing over a fine
marriage, and then they would have her on their hands for years,
perhaps. Mrs. Van Rensselaer had suffered not a little for her share in
the tragedy of these lives with which she had bound up her own, and was
not willing to endure more. She shut her thin lips and determined to
watch the girl carefully and prevent if possible any slip between cup
and lip.
Meantime, with ever-growing dread, Dawn counted the hours, and watched
sleepless through the long nights, now calling on her dead mother for
help, now praying to be saved in some way from the nameless fear which,
try as she would, she could not shake off. The family relatives on both
sides were gathering and starting, some on long journeys, to attend the
wedding.
CHAPTER VI
Charles Winthrop had written his family that matters which he wished to
complete would detain him at the college for a few weeks, and begged his
father to make his excuses at the wedding. He had an instinctive
feeling that Harrington would not care, as well as an inexplicable
aversion to being a witness at the wedding ceremony of his elder brother
and the girl who had burst upon his vision that afternoon and seemed to
open a new world to him.
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