He had long ago put by the strange, sweet sense of having discovered in
her a familiar friend—one who fitted into his longings and his ideals as
though he had always been waiting for her. He called the thought a
foolish sentimentality, and, in view of the relation in which she was
soon to be placed to him, he tried to be as matter-of-fact as possible
with regard to her. He sent several pleasant brotherly messages—which
never reached her—through the medium of Harrington. He tried to accept
the thought of a new sister as a delightful thing, and always he
regarded her beauty and grace with the utmost reverence. The father,
while feeling that Charles’s absence was almost a discourtesy to his
brother, nevertheless gave reluctant consent.
Then, a few days before the wedding, there came over Charles an
overwhelming feeling that he must go. All his former arguments in favor
of remaining away seemed as water. He felt as if the eyes and the smile
of the girl he had seen upon the hillside called him imperatively. Try
as he would to tell himself that with his present feelings it was
foolish, even dangerous, for him to go near her, and that his brother
was already a little jealous owing to the look that had passed between
them, it made no difference; he felt that he must go, and go he did.
Without waiting to do more than throw a few necessities into a valise,
he took the first stage-coach that started from Boston. All through the
long journey his heart beat wildly with the thought that he was to meet
her. He was ashamed of the feeling. Yet in vain he told himself that
it was wrong; that he ought to go back. Once he flung himself out of
the coach at a station where they were taking on fresh horses,
determined to return to Boston, and then madly climbed up to the seat
with the driver just as the coach started again. After that he grimly
faced the matter, asking himself if it were not better to go on after
all, meet his new sister-in-law on a common, every-day basis, and get
this nonsense out of his head forever. Then he tried to sleep and
forget, but her face and her smile haunted him, and there seemed to be
an appeal in her eyes that called him to her aid.
When he presented himself at his father’s door in the early morning of
the day before the wedding, his face was gray with combat, yet in his
eyes was the light of a noble resolve. In spite of all his reasoning,
he could not help the feeling that he had come because he was needed,
but he was here, and there was a duty connected with it which he felt
strong to do. It was therefore not a surprise to him when his father
met him with eager welcome and a grave face.
"My son, you have come just when I needed you most," he said as he drew
the young man inside the library door. And then Charles noticed that his
father seemed suddenly aged and heavy with sorrow. He knew it was
nothing connected with the immediate family of the household, for they
had all welcomed him with eager clamor and delight.
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