De L'Orme.: The Works of G. P. R. James, Esq., Vol. XVI.James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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De L'Orme.: The Works of G. P. R. James, Esq., Vol. XVI.
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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Yet, nevertheless, I reproached myself for having used a liberty with
her, which her dependent situation might lead her to look upon less as
a token of love than as an insult, and I resolved to justify myself in
her eyes. And how to justify myself? it may be asked. By taking that
irrevocable step, which would clear all doubt from her mind. But
whether it was solely to efface any bad impression that my conduct
might have caused, or whether it was, that I gladly availed myself of
that pretext to act as my heart rather than my reason prompted, I
cannot tell. Certain it is, that I loved her with an ardour and a
truth that I did not even know myself; and such a passion could not
long have been concealed, even if the impatience of my disposition had
not hurried me on to acknowledge it to her so soon.
By the time I had taken this resolution, I had climbed high amongst
the hills, and was wandering on upon the rocky ridge that overhung the
valley of the Gave, when I caught a glimpse of some one strolling
slowly onward along the path by the riverside. It wanted but one look
to tell me that it was Helen. High above her as I was, I could
distinguish neither her figure nor her face; but it mattered not--I
felt as well convinced that it was she, as if I had stood within a
pace of her, and began descending the rocks as quickly as I could to
join her in her walk, watching her as I did so, to see that she did
not turn back before I could reach her.
After having gone some way up the valley, looking back every ten steps
towards the château, as if she had imposed on herself the task of
walking a certain distance, and would be glad when it was over, Helen
at length seated herself on a piece of rock, under the shade of an old
oak, that started out across the stream; and there, with her head bent
over the running waters, she offered one of the loveliest pictures my
eyes ever beheld. She was, as I have said, in the spring of womanhood.
Time had not laid his withering touch upon a single grace, or a single
beauty; it was all expanding loveliness--that perfect moment of human
existence, when all has been gained, and nothing has been lost; when
nature has done her utmost, and years have yet known nothing of decay.
I approached her as quietly as I could, and when I came near, only
said, "Helen," in a low tone, not calculated to surprise her. She
started up, however, and the same blush mantled in her cheeks which I
had seen the day before. The good-morrow that she gave me was confused
enough; and, in truth, my own heart beat so fast, that I did not know
how to proceed, till I saw her about to return to the château.
"Stay, Helen," said I, taking her hand, and bringing her again to the
rock on which she had been sitting--"stay for one moment, and listen
to me; for I have something to say to you, which, perhaps, I may never
have an opportunity of saying hereafter."
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