Christian fiction; Clergy -- Fiction; Historical fiction; New Mexico -- Fiction
Under his buckskin riding-coat he wore a black vest and the cravat and
collar of a churchman. A young priest, at his devotions; and a priest in
a thousand, one knew at a glance. His bowed head was not that of an
ordinary man,--it was built for the seat of a fine intelligence. His
brow was open, generous, reflective, his features handsome and somewhat
severe. There was a singular elegance about the hands below the fringed
cuffs of the buckskin jacket. Everything showed him to be a man of
gentle birth--brave, sensitive, courteous. His manners, even when he was
alone in the desert, were distinguished. He had a kind of courtesy
toward himself, toward his beasts, toward the juniper tree before which
he knelt, and the God whom he was addressing.
His devotions lasted perhaps half an hour, and when he rose he looked
refreshed. He began talking to his mare in halting Spanish, asking
whether she agreed with him that it would be better to push on, weary as
she was, in hope of finding the trail. He had no water left in his
canteen, and the horses had had none since yesterday morning. They had
made a dry camp in these hills last night. The animals were almost at
the end of their endurance, but they would not recuperate until they got
water, and it seemed best to spend their last strength in searching for
it.
On a long caravan trip across Texas this man had had some experience of
thirst, as the party with which he travelled was several times put on a
meagre water ration for days together. But he had not suffered then as
he did now. Since morning he had had a feeling of illness; the taste of
fever in his mouth, and alarming seizures of vertigo. As these conical
hills pressed closer and closer upon him, he began to wonder whether his
long wayfaring from the mountains of Auvergne were possibly to end here.
He reminded himself of that cry, wrung from his Saviour on the Cross,
"_J'ai soif_!" Of all our Lord's physical sufferings, only one, "I
thirst," rose to His lips. Empowered by long training, the young priest
blotted himself out of his own consciousness and meditated upon the
anguish of his Lord. The Passion of Jesus became for him the only
reality; the need of his own body was but a part of that conception.
His mare stumbled, breaking his mood of contemplation. He was sorrier
for his beasts than for himself. He, supposed to be the intelligence of
the party, had got the poor animals into this interminable desert of
ovens. He was afraid he had been absent-minded, had been pondering his
problem instead of heeding the way. His problem was how to recover a
Bishopric. He was a Vicar Apostolic, lacking a Vicarate. He was thrust
out; his flock would have none of him.
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