A little past noon he left the beach, returned to the hotel, and was
taken up to his room. He stayed there for some time in front of the
mirror, looking at his grey hair, his tired sharp features. At this
moment he thought of his reputation, and of the fact that he was often
recognized on the streets and observed with respect, thanks to the sure
aim and the appealing finish of his words. He called up all the exterior
successes of his talent which he could think of, remembering also his
elevation to the knighthood. Then he went down to the dining-hall for
lunch, and ate at his little table. As he was riding up in the lift,
after the meal was ended, a group of young people just coming from
breakfast pressed into the swaying cage after him, and Tadzio entered
too. He stood quite near to Aschenbach, for the first time so near that
Aschenbach could see him, not with the aloofness of a picture, but in
minute detail, in all his human particularities. The boy was addressed
by someone or other, and as he was answering with an indescribably
agreeable smile he stepped out again, on the second floor, walking
backwards, and with his eyes lowered. "Beauty makes modest," Aschenbach
thought, and he tried insistently to explain why this was so. But he had
noticed that Tadzio's teeth were not all they should be; they were
somewhat jagged and pale. The enamel did not look healthy; it had a
peculiar brittleness and transparency, as is often the case with
anaemics. "He is very frail, he is sickly," Aschenbach thought. "In all
probability he will not grow old." And he refused to reckon with the
feeling of gratification or reassurance which accompanied this notion.
He spent two hours in his room, and in the afternoon he rode in the
_vaporetto_ across the foul-smelling lagoon to Venice. He got off at San
Marco, took tea on the Piazza, and then, in accord with his schedule for
the day, he went for a walk through the streets. Yet it was this walk
which produced a complete reversal in his attitudes and his plans.
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