The docks at Boulogne were crowded with materials of war, and the
whole place seemed English. Notices all in English, the Union Jack,
British officers and troops everywhere, even British engines for the
trains. The leave men were roughly formed into columns and marched
off to entrain. Every one wanted to know where his Division was. The
R.T.O.’s dealt with them swiftly and efficiently. The drafts were also
formed into a column and marched up the hill to the rest camp. They
were in good spirits, and the inevitable Cockney humourist was in
action. As they went up the hill, a poor old French woman came out of
her cottage and began rheumatically and wearily to pump water. She did
not even look at the passing troops—much too accustomed to them. The
Cockney shouted to her:
“’Ere we are! War’ll soon be over now; keep yer pecker up, Ma!”
* * * * *
They spent the night under canvas at the Boulogne rest camp. From his
tent Winterbourne had an excellent view of the Channel and the camp
incinerator. His first duty on active service was picking up dirty
paper and other rubbish, and dumping it in the incinerator. They were
told nothing about their future, the Army theory being that your
business is to obey orders, not to ask questions. Winterbourne fumed
and fretted at the inaction. The other men speculated interminably as
to where they were going.
The tents had wooden floors. The men drew a blanket and waterproof
ground-sheet each, and slept twelve to a tent. It was a bit hard,
but not impossible to sleep. Winterbourne lay awake for a long time,
trying to get some order into his reflections. His attitude was plainly
modified by that day’s experience. Was there a contradiction in it?
Did it imply that he now supported the War and the War partisans? On
the contrary, he hated the War as much as ever, hated all the blather
about it, profoundly distrusted the motives of the War partisans, and
hated the Army. But he liked the soldiers, the War soldiers, not as
soldiers but as men. He respected them. If the German soldiers were
like the men he had seen on the boat that morning, then he liked and
respected them too. He was with them. With them, yes, but against whom
and what? He reflected. With them, because they were men with fine
qualities, because they had endured great hardships and dangers with
simplicity, because they had parried those hardships and dangers not by
hating the men who were supposed to be their enemies, but by developing
a comradeship among themselves. They had every excuse for turning
into brutes, and they hadn’t done it. True, they were degenerating in
certain ways, they were getting coarse and rough and a bit animal, but
with amazing simplicity and unpretentiousness they had retained and
developed a certain essential humanity and manhood. With them then to
the end, because of their manhood and humanity. With them, too, because
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