"I will not admit that your zeal for me is any hotter than mine
for you; but I am sure we ought to take the greatest care not to
be too eager in this matter. I write this not as having changed
my opinion or as being fickle in my intentions, but to rouse
your watchfulness; for we are both in the same position. Now if
I hadn't so high an opinion of your loyalty, your prudence and
your carefulness that, when I have turned the thing over to you
I feel that I can sleep on both ears, I might be alarmed at this
beginning of the business as at a very unfavourable omen. They
have sent me a two-for-a-cent hired nag and an allowance for the
journey that is just about nothing at all. Now, my dear James,
if the beginning is so cold will the end be likely to boil? When
will there be a more honourable or more fitting chance for you
to ask a favour in my name than now, when they will have to get
me away from this city and from such favouring circumstances?
With such a pittance I could hardly come on foot; how should I
manage it on horseback and with two companions? If the affair
is to be paid for with my Lady's money, as I suppose, this
beginning doesn't suit me; but if it is at your expense, I like
it still less, for it would not only be unfair, but it would
have to be done with borrowed money. What is more unlike the man
you have always taken me for, than to come flying at the first
nod and especially under such conditions? Who wouldn't think
me either a greenhorn or a knave or at any rate in the last
extremity? Who wouldn't despise me? If I weren't so awfully fond
of you, Battus, my dear fellow, so that to live with you would
repay me for any inconvenience, these things might turn me from
my plans; but they don't move me in the least. I am only warning
you to keep up my dignity with all diligence. Now you ask my
opinion and here it is:--I will arrange my affairs here, collect
my writings and settle up my business. Meanwhile you will be
copying out what I send you. Write me, by the lad who they say
is shortly coming hither to study, precisely how the land lies;
then, when you have copied the Laurentius, send by the same lad
who brings it--I mean Adrian--an allowance for the journey and
some very definite statement; an allowance, mind you, suitable
for me. I can't come at my own expense, dead broke as I am,
and it is not right that I should leave my present fair enough
position. Besides I want you to send me a better horse, if you
can. I am not asking for a splendid Bucephalus, but one that a
respectable man would not be ashamed to ride; and you understand
that I need two horses, for I am determined to bring my servant
and I intend this second horse for him. You will easily persuade
my Lady of all this. You have an excellent case and I well know
you are clever enough to make a good case out of the very worst.
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